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A short story
A Last day
The day grows old, winter is a breath of north wind away, in the west the sun is starting its slow decent to darkness, little warmth reaches my skin. I feel cold in heart and mind, this body that I have is weak with age each beat of the heart a struggle to keep me alive.
Sitting here on the banks of the river, the water tumbling over rocks impatient to feel the touch of the sea, i reflect on times gone by.
We do this, old people, we harp back to times when the blood flowed like my river, impatient to begin life to experience all that life can offer.
The bitterness of struggles the hardship of growing up in a time when to be different would mean a beating, curses from my parents, Threats of violence hangs in the air like stale cigarette smoke, seeping into my soul to taint and change this gentle child to a man.
I loved the dawn it tells its story of a new beginning a fresh start, the darkness held at bay for a few hours, the soft low light adds colour to the bleakness of the landscape, the rocks turn yellow and pink, the mist rides above the fields and river as if a veil to hide the damaged land and those who live in sleep beneath the hidden shield of mist. .Morning was always my time, today its the nights that haunt me, taunt my dreams and disturb my sleep.The effort to continue drains me.
No more shall i be haunted by my despair, no more shall I look upon the faces of confusion, The stares and smug smiles will be as nothing this evening,
You do not see the hidden woman within the man, this gentle child lost forever in harsh beatings and verbal whipping. For it is my time to say goodbye
The blade lies open in my hand the edge honed to perfection, I test this sharpness against the pale skin of my arm, a small droplet falls to the floor. It splashes against a rock soon to be followed by more until the ground is saturated by my blood.
For I am ready.
Well been living life to the full, really settling into my new role as female, so much to learn and so exciting this magical journey. The future is being revealed each day and its a wonder of emotions and change.
For some while I have been considering what I want from this site, when I first started my journey this was such an exciting place, so much advice, events to go to, people to meet, made great friends, but there is always a but, coming up to 4 years now I find that I have little in common with many on here. I have little interest in meeting for sex, the events seem to be the same old thing, although to be fair I have not been to a event for 9 months, I am entering a new phase in my life far from what I could ever imagined, I understand why so many m2f that go on this journey leave their roots behind and look forward and never go back. The temptation is to turn my back and walk away, to leave, there is a part of me that will miss this place, it's funny, sad, and often drives me mad, it still holds a special place in my heart. This is not a goodbye I feel that a break is due, I wish you all who reads this a big thank you for your support, help and understanding,
Elizabeth
I awoke from a dream and in the mirror I saw another life, my life, I knew then that was where my future lay, for in that mirror was Elizabeth.
My journey began when I conquered my fear.
I am a Transwoman and after a lifetime of struggling with my identity have found my true self.
Have hair, eyes, mouth and nearly all my own teeth.
I am approachable, friendly, and helpful to those who can appreciate my time and effort.
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Evenings, Nightclubs, I am a non-smoker, Relationship (casual), Good Food / Wine, Music Festivals / Gigs, Holidays / Travel, Theatre
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