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Hi,
October 31st 2023
So for family reasons I have decided for the time being not to transition, most of the time I can handle this but at times it can be really tough mentally
I don't get much time to be Sam as I am not travelling much for work anymore
Just taking each days as it comes
Jan 2022
So Covid really put a stop to my progress like a lot of girls and there has been no real change, I am still at the crossroads and just can't decide which road to take, there has been good months and bad months and at the moment my dysphoria is really all over the place.
Currently walking every day and losing weight so now a dress size 22 instead of 24/26 but still some way to go.
Time for a new makeover and pictures at some stage.
I am large curvy girl but happy with that, I prefer having blond hair and also love to dress stylish
Thankful of all the support here
Background:
I started dressing when I was very young and all I wanted to be was a girl in my mid teens but growing up in Catholic Dublin in the early 80's with no internet or resources it just wasnt possible.
Love being feminine and all that goes with it. I am a large curvy girl and I am confident and comfortable with the way I look
Started dressing around 10 years of age, wearing mothers and sisters clothes and as a teenager wanted to be a girl but the usual peer pressure etc, dressed a bit in my 20's including using Transformation shops like many girls.
Over the last 10 years I started to dress when I was away on business in the UK and it was then that i realised more and more that this is the life I should be leading.
For many years I just seen myself as a cross dresser and then about 8 years ago I started to explore it more, at this stage I was living in a hotel 4 nights a week for work and then I had the eureka moment or the lightbulb moment that there was more to this and that's when the gender dysphoria started to really kick in.
Some days are ok and some are hell.
Unfortunately the hell days are outnumbering the ok one's and I am really struggling at the moment.
Thank you for all the support and help and reading my story.
Love
Sam
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Oct 2023
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