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LisaSumner
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Hi
I am gender confused. That is the simplest description of me. All over the place would be another. One day I am set for a life as a girl, to hell with the consequences, the next I am thinking maybe I should take it steady, not do anything dramatic. Maybe I just need to get out more.
January 2012-
Didn't tell my mum. Decided to leave that one for a bit, until I am more comfortable. New years resolution: To start living as a girl. Properly. And to start therapy and hormones. And to stop being a man! First step is to stop assuming everyone will kill me as soon as they see me as I am. Might have been a little melodramatic before. Time for a bit of clear level headed trans-sexualism.
November 2011-
Not only does my mum not know about my true self, my sister tells me she has hopes I will get together with the girl next door! I AM the girl next door. Oh, the webs I have woven! I am so frustrated. I thought I was coming out, but find myself more closeted than ever! Socrates was right. "The more I come out, the less out I am". So I now set myself a deadline of New Year to sort out this little misunderstanding. She needs to know that she is not losing a son, but rather gaining a daughter!
September 2011-
I failed to tell my mum the truth on holiday, which made me think I was going to live in the closet forever. So when I got home from holiday, I posted a really nice picture of me in my best makeup on my normal facebook profile, and have waited to see the response and reaction. So far one request for makeup advice and one "your secret is out now" post. Everyone else is quiet. Not sure what to make of that, but at least I have forced the issue, and am now thoroughly out in my own eye. If anyone asks, yes, I am a tranny, and yes, I am happy with that, thanks. If no-one is going to acknowledge the image, I might just eave it there.
August 2011-
I think it is about time I started looking at getting some counselling to help me develop myself properly.
Also, I am intending to tell my mum in a couple of weeks. It is already scaring me what her reaction will be. My hope is that she will say something along the lines of, "I know, it's fine, have another drink..". We shall see.
July 2011-
Just missed Bourne Free. SO angry with myself. Was supposed to go with a friend, but when she bailed I couldn't bring myself to go alone. The one time of the year I can righteously be myself, and I sit in my flat like a closet case. JTFC! I MUST get more involved in this scene.
June 2011-
I have been wondering about how far I want to take the whole trans-gender thing recently. I have decided that I do not want the full operation, simply because of the maintenance involved. However, my balls are completely useless to me. All they do is make me bald and aggressive. So a simple orchiectomy sounds like my best option.
April 2011-
I have had to cut all my hair off, to please my bosses. Apparently boys are supposed to have short hair. Boo. This seems to have come along with a loss of confidence in my female self, and I have rather retreated from the public. But not to worry. I have a wig, and I am determined to come out again at some point. meanwhile, I will just post the one in a hundred photos of myself where I think I look pretty.
Jan 2011-
I have taken what feels like a big step today. I went to pick my friend up from hospital at lunchtime fully dressed as a girl. I curled my own hair with rollers, put on a nice skirt and top, and a fur lined coat, then drove to hospital. This gave me time to dwell on the net step, but once there I had no choice. Walking through the busy hospital I had a mental image of myself as a huge ugly bloke in comically poor clothes and makeup. But no-one commented or looked surprised. I caught a look at myself in a mirror at one point and was pleasantly surprised at what I saw. From then on I relaxed, and realised I really want to live like this more permanently.
I am tall for a girl, with my own hair and eyes. I would like to be thinner (wouldn't we all?), but its amazing what corsetry can do! My stats are 6'0" and 12 st +. I have a little annoyance between my legs. I wish it wasn't there, and hopefully it won't be for long, but as long as it is I do all I can to keep it hidden.
I came out to my house-mate and best friend, which was a huge relief after many years of lying to her. Since then I have been living as a girl whenever I am at home. I only put on men's clothes to go to work or go out. I always feel miserable when I have to get out of my own clothes and put on my male costume. Obviously this means I have to expand my wardrobe, so she has agreed to go shopping with me as well. Which is nice. On the other hand, she is now demanding I jump one way or the other. Live as a girl or a boy. Harsh. What I want or what I think is acceptable?
I have now told most of my other friends, and everyone has been lovely about it. I spent new years as myself, and it was great. I have been venturing out in discretely feminine tops and a hint of makeup to get used to that, and my hair is getting quite long now. How long before I step back, get my hair cut, and return to my old ways I wonder? It would be wonderful to think this is the start of something more interesting...
I have always dressed as a girl whenever possible, even when very little I would be jealous of my sisters ballet outfit. As I grew up I took full advantage of my sister and my mums wardrobes, so its amazing I never got caught!
The intensity of my desire to dress up and live out my female life seems to be increasing alarmingly. Now that I am dressed all the time at home, I wonder how far I can go with this lifestyle, if I could pass as a girl in the real world, and live this life more fully. If only I did not look like a big fat tranny...
I joined TVChix to get out into the community a little more, and to meet like minded people to discuss things and compare experiences. I would like to make a few friends and get out and about. I intend to step into the scene a bit more, so see you out there!
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Cross-dressing, Stockings / Suspenders, Online chat, Lingerie, Dressed nights out, Panties, Petticoats / slips, Hair accessories, Email chat, Erotic nights in, Admirers / men, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, I am Sub, High Heels, Weekends, Trendy/Modern club wear, BDSM / Bondage, Bridal/Wedding wear, Toys, Role Play, Inexperienced, Tights/Pantihose, Corsets, Pubs, Nightclubs, Satin/Silk, Furs, Relationship (casual), Relationship (serious), Females, Single/Unattached, Friendship, Art Exhibitions, Movies / Cinema, Good Food / Wine, Music Festivals / Gigs, Holidays / Travel, Politics, Historic Places / Architecture, Girdles, Dresses, Skirts, Leggings, Theatre, Kilts
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