I am male by birth but with the years i am feeling more and more female. I am in a relationship for ten years now but she is seventeen years yonger then me. We have a son together who is five years old and i have two sons from a previous relationship who are seventeen and twentyone. When we first met my girlfriend found out after a few months that i did crossdress. In the beginning it was all fun and she helped me with make-up etc. After a few years when she found out i did more often crossdress then what she had in mind. She said there had to be rules of when, how, how often etc. Because of my needs the rules where soon be broken. When she found out we had a fight and we are still fighting about it. She said if you want to be female and take hormones and surgery our relationship is over. I love her very much but i also love to be totaly female. It is a conflict wich is tearing me apart. I want it all but i am afraid i end up with nothing. I don't have friends not in the way that i can say it is my closest friend and i can tell him or her anything. I have had a few good friends but there always happens something and i lose him or her.
How would i describe myself. Born in 1970 in june on the 19th but you are as old as you feel and i am not feeling myself very old. Average build, blue eyes, brown grayish hair, height 1,85, shoesize us nine european 39/40, clothing size 40/42. Brasize european 85D. Like to dress every day classy or classy every day. Hihi lol. Rather walk in high heels then in flats. I have small feet for a "Transgender" so i have not much trouble finding nice heels in my size for a reasonable prize.
Looking for a new best friend to share everything with.
29-04-2016 My girlfriend and i have broke up our relationship.
It had to happen sooner or later and it happened a few months ago. We had several fights in the past and came back together again after long talks and setting the rules from her side again first tome after a few ours, the second time after a day, the third time after a few days and so on but now we don't come back together again. On the one side my heart is broken because i loved her very much and she loved me on the other side it feels like a total relief to be free from all the rules. I cam now move on with my life and let the woman out who is trapped inside me.
I am now going to live 24/7 as a woman and i am planning to go to see a doctor for my transition. I know it shall have a big impact in my life as well in the life of my children and that i have a long road ahead of me.
06-12-2016 On my way to become a full woman.
I have visit the doctor and have got a apointment with the hospital to going into the traject to become fully a woman. I have got the intake so far and have had two apointments with the psychologist. I have an apointment for a psychologic exam and have now to write my life story. The meetings are boring and they don't tell me anything i already know.
My ex girlfriend and i are now very good friends and do several things together. Our son have the benefits of it because he has two parents who don't fight over him. He is now six years old and is growing up with his father becoming a woman. He is everywhere explaning to people that his dad wants to be a girl. It is so adorable when he does that but also so confronting. But he is right in every way. I want to be a girl.
I live now 24/7 as a woman and loving every minute of it.
22-01-2017 update on my progress to become a woman.
I have had my fourth visit in the hospital and the thirth apointment with the psychologist. I have a new one now because the one i had on my first two apointments is gone on a two month holiday. With the new psychologist i have a better connection i think because she is easily to talk to. I have set my lifestory on "paper" written it in word and mailed it to her three days before i met her. I still forgot half two write in the lifestory but even now it is longer as they wanted it to be. After i had come home from the psychologist i had my hair colered purple. It looks awesome but also very confronting.I will post a picture soon when i have a nice one.
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