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Transvestite
Favorite Look:
Classy / Stylish
******* DO NOT MEET SORRY *******
INTRODUCTION
Hi, I'm known as Susan and this is just a brief introduction to my some what confusing transgendered life.
I named myself Susan after the first girl I ever fancied in "middle" school - dread to think what her thoughts would be on that.
I'm a 51 year old transvestite from the middle of England. I've been cross dressing for about 40 years now but, sadly, apart from a few walks out, remain in the tranny closet.
In 2010 I told my sister (person I am closest to) and her husband that I am a transvestite - initial response was great but gone quiet since. I sense it is awkward for sister to talk about what I do - more concerned about my safety if/when go out. Only other person who knows is a friend I used to work with ... had a more thoughtful response which may be I suspected would get.
BACKGROUND
I vaguely remember me and my older brother playing around with my mothers lipstick (she never actually wore make up) until one day we both got caught and scolded.
The first crossdressing experience I recall was at about the age of 9 when I found myself curious how my sisters nylons would feel on my legs.
One day when I believed I saw some tights (pantyhose) in the rubbish bin in my sisters room and I just had to try them. I pulled the nylons out of the bin but they turned out, to my great disappointment, to be a pair of pop (ankle) socks - it was not long before I was pulling on a pair of tights and I've been hooked ever since.
One of my early favourite items was a pink bra of my sisters which had a part of its wire sticking out!
Regularly I would rush home from school and try some of my mothers/sisters clothes on before my parents returned home.
After I had worn any garments, like most trannies, I obsessively put them back to original position in the draw or wardrobe.
The first time I recall fully dressing as a girl was a few years later but still as a child. One day I found myself alone in the house so I had a rummage through the dirty linen bag (horrid thought I know). I picked out a cream bra, black panties, ivory tights and a lovely black dress which had white and red specks on it - all of which would have been worn by my sister.
Only make up was a little lipstick and then I looked at myself in full length mirror - I had never felt so good and at ease with myself.
In the early 1990's I used to travel to London and stay in Kilburn. It was there I first went to Oxford Street and bought my first clothes and make up.
CURRENT SITUATION
With modest personal, feminine, attributes at best I try to be the woman I in part wish I could be.
For many years I would cross dress but Susan was not evolving - then I found the internet and bought a digicam!
On coming across the internet I realised to what degree many transvestites can develop and look so convincingly feminine. With the digicam I could see that, while I was not convincing, I didn't make a complete fool of myself.
I now find myself wishing to take Susan further and explore my femininity which is both scary and exciting.
I recently took my first walk outside for many years and loved it - in fact I changed my outfit and went out a second time.
I love being dressed as a woman but do see myself as a compulsive transvestite rather than a transexual - however it has been suggested I am in denial.
APOLOGY
I sincerely apologise that my face is obscured on my photographs but one occasion someone misused my photos and I have become less trusting since.
CROSS-DRESSERS SURVEY
Height: 5ft 9 in
Weight: Sadly I am overweight but trying to do something about it honest
Eye Colour: Blue
Hair: Two wigs at moment - one long and one short bob both brown.
ABOUT YOU:
Do you use hormones?
No and don't plan to really even if the idea of my own breasts nestled in a bra is attractive
Have you (or do you plan to) get surgery?
Nope
What is your female name?
Susan Parker - named after first girl I ever fancied (sadly not reciprocated)
Are you straight, gay or bi?
Difficult one - straight but do like t-girls and possibly men
Do you consider yourself a male or female?
Male but with a distinctive feminine side
Do you cross-dress for a sexual thrill?
I have to admit yes but it is no longer the primary reason
Do you read gay or straight porn?
Neither, perhaps that is the oddest thing about me to many
Do you have other fetishes?
Not outside of cross dressing but I adore nylons
Are you a closet CD or have you come out?
Closet but thinking of coming out if I build up the courage. Recently told my sister as I said earlier
Could you pass for a woman?
A few polite people suggest with a bit of work I could but I am not that convinced
Favourite article of women's clothing
The whole femme experience really but particularly lingerie and nylons ... and I adore my own nails painted
Favorite purse
I've only got one - blue one seen in a few photos
Favourite pair of women's shoes
Classic black with 2 inch heel
Essential make up to wear?
Lipstick of course and I love my own nails painted (usually a darker colour as well). Want to improve my make up skills so as to enhance look
Favourite brand of make-up
Rimmel but going to try Maybelline
Thigh highs, knee highs or tights?
I've always liked the feel of tights but stockings can look sexy
Skirts or dresses?
Either as long as they fit. Tend to wear skirts but have recently bought two dresses - the red one and black one with sequins.
Bra or bustier?
Usually a bra but do own a lovely bodice, and a rather unsexy practical corselette. Being overweight I have little moobs which do feel wonderful in a bra.
Interests:
Cross-dressing, Boots, Stockings / Suspenders, Online chat, Office wear, Lingerie, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, In the Closet, Mature, Will not meet (yet!), Inexperienced, Tights/Pantihose, I am a non-smoker, Females, Single/Unattached
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