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hi guys and girls, well im never any good at these things so ill do my best. well im 22 and looking for any guys and girls that know how to treat a girl like me, i like to be very feminine and to dress in fashionable stuff which most girls do my age or younger. i guess u could say im submissive as i do have different fantasies which involve me being with a strong man or woman and being there wife well as near as i can be to one, i love to be made to feel weak and small to be treated girly and feminine and spoken to like an airhead. so please feel free to contact me i do have webcam so i can be seen on there but if u are only after one thing then please pass me by thanks for your time speak soon
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loyal girly abbie xxx
ok im also around 5ft 9 have brown hair and hazel eyes im of average build which is dress size 14/16 and im a size 7/8 in shoes
my feelings
hi well im hear today to describe how i feel and when i realized i was different and how i felt about that OK well here goes and please forgive my bad spelling and punctuation i hope it doesn't ruin this to much in anyway OK well i guess i always knew i was different from a very young age from when the guys used to go out and play football or war games and climb trees i always felt it wasn't for me i used to hide away so i didn't have to get involved an used to sit there looking on with great jealousy at the girls playing there games and this has continued to this day from me not enjoying going out with the guys drinking and looking on with jealousy at the girls sitting together and seemingly have a really good time i mean omg i even get jealous when i see a girl out with her handbag or boyfriend its like yeah you so a bitch hehe does that make me bitchy oh well such is life through out life especially my teenage years i have experienced the usual teasing and name calling which continues to this day you know what i mean calling me a sissy a big girl blouse a wimp etc which i of course pretend doesn't bother me and again try to fit in with the guys but as much as i try to suppress these feelings i know they arent going to go away simple things like when you see a hot guy and feel that fluttering in your tummy and the excitement rush through your body and your sitting there with your friends telling yourself not to look but as much as you tell yourself its just like a hypnotic trance and you cant help it so just hope your friends dont notice or that you dont mess your panties which let me tell you is extremely hard if you have Simon around or you see the guy in the bank im telling you girls wooooohoooooo hot hehe anyway i guess at some point there will come a time when everyone will work out just what a sissy i am as its not always easy for a sissy to concentrate and to keep up this pretense OK well a few of the things i love to do is shopping hehe well what girl doesn't i always get a sudden rush when i know that i am off out for a day of shopping and to but myself something new makes me fel so good i love reading my girly mags and am always looking for ideas from the celebrities i also very much like looking through my boy pics when i am doing this i always feel at my sissiest i do try to fight doing this as i always have a sense of guilt at having succumb to my desire anyway this is all for now i will hopefully write more at a later ok well bye for now
tough life for a sissy
hello,a big hi to everyone,this is my first blog here so please have patience with me.well i have just got back in from another night out at trying to pretend im one of the guys,and to be honest its getting harder and harder to keep up the pretense that i share the same interests as my friends,over the last year or so i think they may have started noticing things as they teasing and making fun of me seems to be more frequent,anyway i will still try and pull off that im one of the guys when im out with them,although this one guy that drinks in the pub that i do makes that near impossible,omg girls!!!!! you should see him hot!!!hot!!!!! hot!!!!! hehe cant wait to see him later today,as it will be Sunday and he takes his motorbike out so he will be in hid leather trousers mmmmmm (goes all dreamy) when he comes back up the pub after.anyway a question to others when you are out and about carrying on with your everyday life do you still have feminine thoughts and feminine feelings/desires
Once your charade of feigned manhood has reached the end of the line and you accept that your can never be anything other than effeminate, limp-wristed queer, your daily routine will change dramatically.
Instead of dressing in a sharp business suit each morning, you’ll find yourself wearing sheet lace top stockings almost 24/7 as you dress into your pretty pink satin and lace lingerie and prissy dresses before slipping into the stilettos which you will mince about in each day.
You will find yourself carefully applying nail polish and makeup to create a pretty, feminine illusion to accompany your effeminate thoughts, feeling and persona.
The appendage between your legs, which was once the centerpiece of your delusions manhood, is now securely and impotently locked away in a cage as a symbol of your abject emasculation.
Each time you need to tuck it away into your prissy panties you are reminded of how far you’ve fallen; of the gap between the successful man you’d been expected from birth to grow into and the prissy faggot, living a life of effeminacy in girlie blithe so, that you’ve turned out to be.
You know you must go through your day enduring sneers, derision, sarcastic smirks, insults. The kindest words and reactions you’ll experience will come in the form of condescension.
By now you’ve probably learned to live with the daily deluge of shame. Some sissies even learn to embrace the shame and get off on it.
The most satisfying thing about your ultimate surrender to your sissy urges, is the knowledge that you can fall no further, once you’ve hit rock bottom.
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Many sissies seem to think that the first time they allow themselves to be penetrated by a man, as the lie there in their stockingsand girlie things, drowning in effeminacy, flooded with a man’s fluids inside them, that this is the point they have crossed the Rubicon; were they have passed the point of no return; where they have surrendered their manhood.
The truth is that this, for many sissies is the point at which they first acknowledge what has been staring them in the face for a long, long time, but they’ve been in denial.
It’s analogous to a chess game where you defeat has been inevitable from the earliest moves, but you refuse to recognise the inevitability of defeat until your opponent calls “checkmate”.
For most sissies, their emasculation has been a process of constant attrition from an early age - from that first indulgence of their “curiosity” to try on stockings, pantyhose or women’s underwear…and possibly even earlier.
As the sissy lies there in its stockings and women’s underwear, a man’s juices drooling from its sphincter which still aches, it is overwhelmed with shame, guilt and self loathing, pondering the points at which it may have turned back from its march towards faggotry and total emasculation.
There was possibly no such point of no return. From that first time it sheathes a pair of stockings or pantyhose up its legs, feels the tight embrace around its chest, or the soft satin of some girlie panties on its hips, and wallows in the girlie sensuality, thoughts and feelings of the experience, it is gripped by a force inside it, from which it will never escape.
It spends its life rationalizing, denying, lying (to itself as well as others) because it cannot accept the truth about itself - until, suddenly it is lying there in its girlie stuff and its stockings, banged up like a bitch, drowning in a man’s jizz, and it realises the charade is over for good.
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