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I have had a Chix account, on and off since at least 2004. I have my moments when, for various reasons I have sworn off dressing and/or Chix and binned my account. But, presently at least, I am back.
No longer am I as young as I once was. Never a beauty, my attempts at presenting as a woman probably now fall into the horror show category. But the fact remains that I am never more content and happy, than when dressed en femme. How I feel and how I look are, though, two entirely different things. Fortunately it remains that there is a cohort of admirers who overlook my appearance. In their company I find it is still possible to maintain the illusion of femininity.
Over the years I have become inured to the possible embarrassment of appearing en femme in public. I frequently go to Touch which involves a ninety minute train journey each way. Sometimes the carriages are crowded but in all the years I have been travelling thus I have never had an issue. True, once or twice when out shopping in say, Swindon I have had some dark looks. But mostly, I find people just get on with their lives which is almost disappointing. In contrast, I have had one or two very positive exchanges with real women, who have made nice comments. I have remembered all of these and to them, I am very grateful.
So in my experience, the sky does not fall in when I go out dressed. Recently I journeyed by train and cab from Manchester Piccadilly to Northwich Sauna in heels and a skirt, as pictured in my profile. (This is such a thrill, I think.) I was met with complete indifference. Indeed, contrary to what one might read on the TV Chix Serious Discussion Forum, my own "lived experience" is benign. For example, I have not recently been murdered nor received death threats. I also cannot identify with those who insult women while er, wanting to be one. I struggle as well, with those on forums here who allege that: "they are transier than thou". The rationale is, "that they do not live a lie" and that people like me, do. I, and my ilk are inferior. For they, are trans, full time. Well: good for them. But ultimately, so what? Frankly, if those of us who enjoy the spectrum of dressing en femme cannot agree, then it is a good bit depressing,
On happier matters, like many, I have been trans since I was about twelve; the feeling has never ever left me. Had the internet and the wider acceptance of transgender movement prevailed when I was younger, who knows? But I fancy much though I love dressing, I strongly doubt that I would have re-assigned. Even now, the complication from doing so, would I think have been an obstacle too far. Besides, I am married, and my wife completely understands so why would I? She is a brilliant person and I am very grateful to her. To that degree, no lies there. I have a dear family too, who I hope are oblivious to my alter ego. I would not have missed their upbringing for the world.
Ideally, one would not be trans in the first place. But as my good friend Kristy expertly testifies elsewhere on this site, dressing is all pervading. I have found (like her) that one can stop, for a while. But in the end, the requirement to dress, always, always returns.
My dressing style has not greatly altered over the years. I base my cues very much on my dear wife's style and I think, is none the worse for that.
Since I have been dressing for some decades now, it’s I am a veteran of places like, The Philbeach, and Ella's dressing service in Grays. I have frequented Lacy Ladies, Legs, Kinky's Closet, AJ's Melksham, Touch, Lovejoys, and Candy Girls. Among others. Of these the Philly was the best, with Touch a close second. I loved copping off from work early and getting to the Philly. Then to spend a luxurious hour or so, transforming into a girl. Descending to the bar with James and many admirers was excellent. What a fabulous party it all was. Here I popped my TV cherry. I have never been the same since. My thanks to one Peter, who showed me the way. X
My rationale for being here is to keep in contact with old friends and follow new venues/events. I am most grateful to Stella for running the site. Thank you to her.
My best wishes to you all.
Amanda. Blue eyes. 5’7” medium build. Grey hair. Usually. Classic dress style. x
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Sex, Office wear, Watching porn, Admirers / men, Other TGirls, I am Sub, Convincing, High Heels, Mature, Micro/Mini skirts, Attached (Open Relationship), Mature Admirers / Men, Dresses, I am Bottom
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