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"Do you believe there is a part of yourself, deep inside in your mind, with things you don’t want other people to see? During a session when I’m inside, I get to see those things"
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I thought I didn’t need a WARNING message when I first wrote the profile. I was wrong. So here are some important things you should know before pressing the ‘send’ button of a private message:
-The purpose of private messaging is to allow for discreet conversations to take place between two persons sharing common ideas and personal thoughts. This privilege is not to be abused! I’m not going to be your virtual Domme. I’m not looking for sex, of any kind. So don’t waste my time. I’m not here to entertain you.
-Be courteous, polite and appropriate. I’m just like any other woman, respect me and my friends. Otherwise be cautious; There's nothing sweet about me. Lady Scorpion has no mercy and will sting you swiftly in the deadliest way possible. That is indeed a tragedy, but someone needs to collect the Darwin awards each year.
- Just one more thing. I am a Portuguese Lady, born and raised at the southwestern part of Europe It just happens I have good English language skills, and I’m knowledgeable of the English culture in a broader sense. So, sorry, if I’m not originated from the Old Blighty. I’m just a local girl who enjoys chatting with bright and intelligent people whoever and wherever they are.
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Revised (XX-XI-MMVIII).
My Dear reader,
Thanks for taking the time to go trough these lines. Their purpose is to help you understand me as a person, to guide you trough some different aspects of my complex personality. They constitute a raw and simplistic definition of self, a cross between Curriculum Vitae and personal psychoanalysis. Here goes nothing.
Let’s start with the hardware:
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Fully functional human body frame deprived of body hair on a regular basis, 5ft 11 tall and weighting about 12 stone, biiig hazel eyes and light brown hair. Dress size is between 12 and 14, shoe size 11.
Moving on to the Software:
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My brain is female. Period.
It’s hardwired to a male body. The interface between the two of them has the sex department included on the male side, which means normal male sexual preferences i.e. women. This may appear as a conflict of interest, but I’m perfectly comfortable with the notion of being lesbian.
But being female is not all about sex. It’s also (and mainly for me) about the way you interact with the world and other people. And it’s so apparent that sometimes I have great difficulty in hiding it from others in some hostile environments. Believe me, Portugal is still in the dark ages regarding this subject, as every local male has to be either a Casanova, a Marquis de Sade, or a regular thick smelly caveman. Well not for me thank you very much.
As hundreds (no, make that thousands) of other profiles I’ve read throughout the years state, it all started at a very young age, young enough to even begin to understand it or to link it to some sexual tendency, but old enough to identify myself with the girls of my age rather than the boys. Almost unconsciously I was uncomfortable being a boy, and even though I didn’t wore a dress at the time I always felt close to the girl’s way of doing things.
As I grew up, I’ve learned to hide these strange feelings, as a matter of survival. Like many, this led to a very long and hard process of having to deal with a dual personality, one for the outside world and the other locked deeply inside, waiting patiently to surface. At first they were completely separated from each other, as the face shown to the world appeared later and it had to learn how to adapt. For some years it felt very confusing and painful, and sometimes some feelings were very difficult to control. Fortunately that entire dual-persona associated discomfort only lasted trough my teens and they’d become more symbiotic, interlaced and complementary.
In my mid 20’s I went to live alone. This awesome freedom opened the door for my feminine brain to step out of the dungeons it was kept in ever since. Suddenly my feminine side was wide awake and crying for attention. It took over ferociously and forced me to find some quick answers to get it under control again. I’ve been dressing since my early teens, and by that time I had a very nice wardrobe half full of goodies (some nice sexy dresses, skirts, blouses, lingerie, shoes and boots, even a real airline stewardess uniform) so that alone wouldn’t solve my overwhelming need to become as close to a woman I could get. I needed to turn my attention to the inner side of things.
I’ve been searching for an answer, my very own final answer, since then. I’ve questioned myself if special counselling would be advisable but I’ve rejected that idea. I never set foot on a shrink’s office because I strongly believe they don’t know shit about these highly complex gender issues. Self-medication with hormones was not the answer either. When I finally asked myself “Are you willing to undergo SRS?” the answer though not so obvious was “Hmmmmmm… maybe not”. I don’t really feel that uncomfortable with my sex. Besides I hate needles and the idea of surgery just petrifies me. What I do feel uncomfortable with is my looks: not feminine at all. Ultimately I would be stuck in a Pre-Op level if I was to follow that path. So if you want to classify or label me, feel free. I will not burn my lovely neurons with that, but your opinion is more than welcome.
My chosen path led me to perfect my looks to an extreme. I will go out anywhere, anytime without attracting any unwanted attention – apart from being a tall bitch – and my only handicap is the fcukin’ low pitch voice that I have, but if I need to buy anything or go somewhere, I will usually bring my wife with me. She's very supportive and always coaching me on how to fine tune some of my behaviours (a real woman does this instead of that, acts like this on such and such occasion...She really is Angela's mother in a way). I do realise I am such a lucky girl.
In a pub or coffee shop full of people, with all the noise it implies, I normally move my lips and point to things with a smile and I get the job done. I do realize I’m not a stunning super-model, but then again most real women aren’t, right? But that doesn’t mean that the girls, me included, will not try to look their very best.
If I go out, I will always dress stylish but comfy, I’ll use the right shoes or boots depending on what will be the occasion: dancing, walking around, driving, etc, and I will wear simple makeup and choose a discreet hairstyle. Before opening the door I will go trough every detail again to check if everything is in place. Regarding my behaviour, I don’t impersonate or imitate a woman; I will act as my natural self, with a softer body language. Less is more.
I have discovered and met a lot of other girls like me and have so much fun shopping and clubbing with some of them. But living inside this “Sisterhood” can be even harder than conservative society in general. The competition is cruel, and takes no prisoners. Everyone thinks they are the best looking, the sexiest, and the wittiest girl around and if you don’t take the necessary precautions you’re going to be squashed real fast like the bug some of them they say you are. It’s funny but some people just can’t resist to imitate women just too much, specially their worst behaviour. Stupid cows. As any other environment you just have to be a bit picky when choosing your friends.
As time went by, I refined my feelings and redefined my priorities, so I’ve decided that I could merge another big interest of mine with the fact of enjoying my femme lifestyle: Bondage. The fetish fashion gives me so much pleasure; leather, vinyl, lacy lingerie, corsets, stilettos and thigh-high boots make me feel more sensual (and horny). If you want to seduce me be sure to wear some of the previous items girl!
I am a woman of extremes. Although terribly possessive, I’m not that hard-core bitch type that will use force or physical violence to get what she wants. In fact I’m quite the opposite, having a rather calm and sweet personality, I will reach my objectives based on a firm psychological approach, which I find more effective; and I like the contrast and its effect on people. That’s what I call Sweet Poison. It’s all about trusting each other to the fullest length possible, an ongoing negotiating process. I am always trying to redefine the meaning of pleasure of the senses and willing to reach new heights of lust and female sensuality.
Love, xxxx
Angela Stone
The Scorpion Lady
P.S.- In the next life time I want to be exactly like her!
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