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Update Feb 2019
It's been a while,
A friend of mine is setting up a club night once a month in cork, details on the forum, and her kik adress
Update June 2017
Well I have done a lot of soul searching over the past year and I have continually questioned what I do and why I do it, as I'm sure most do on a regular basis, it has hit me with a bang and I suppose I knew it all along but didn't accept it. I guess for me at the start, all those years ago, there was a thrill to doing this, something I mistook for sexual really. I don't get anything sexual from it and haven't for a long time, it's hard to describe and harder to accept really. I know I won't be alone in this and I'm sure plenty have the same story. I now know that I am transgender. Ok , I know some will say that it's something you always know. And maybe I did, but fought it, unfortunately that's as far as I can go with it, I know inside I am not what I portray on the outside, but I have children and grandchildren and a job that I love , but it's in a male dominated part of society, so for me, transitioning is not an option. But I am ok with that too, I've had this body for a long time and for the foreseeable future I'll hang on to it.
I also know this will probably vex the transgenders who have been brace enough to face up to who they are and push on with their lives. For me personally, I will continue to be the real me when I can, and I will be who I'm expected to be other times , at the moment I can live with that, and I will see what the future holds for me .
Hi, I'm a 48 year Old TV , I am 5 ' 8" , I favour blonde, I have blue eyes, I'm average to an extra few pounds. wouldn't describe my self as convincing, but I do dress fully, lingerie, clothes, wig , shoes, make up, accessories.
I try to look as good as I can, I'm still experimenting with make up, and all helpful suggestions would be welcome.
I have dressed from a very early age, I have purged so many times over the years, it's not even funny.
I have become very good at hiding what I do over the years, and especially while I was married, I am now divorced and I can finally be who I am. I suppose in the last few years I have become a bit more honest about who I am, well to myself anyway.
I have tried to be honest in a few of the relationships I have been in since I divorced, but they have ended very abruptly, it seems Toni is not that popular with women.
I can fully understand that, and I will continue my search for acceptance and love.
In the mean time, I'd like to make some friends with like minded people, and so that's why I have joined up here, in the hope that this is the right place to find that...........
So drop me a line and let's see what happens xxxxxx
Just took the cogiati test, it appears I'm both male and female, and comfortable as either or both. Well that was time well spent, lol
Update December 2015,
Well Toni went out for the first time last night, after a day shopping with a friend, we decided to go out in cork, went to chambers, such a great experience, taxi rides were nerve racking, and walking to the taxi rank through the crowds was a bit un nerving, but I had an absolute blast, and having a couple of young gg s complimenting me on my nails and clothes was a fantastic boost, will certainly be doing it again, confidence levels very high at the moment xxxx
Update January 2016
Went mad in the sales, got lots of new clothes and shoes, Toni is getting better at coordinating I think, and the clothes and shoes are matching up well, so I have an appointment tomorrow to get fitted for a new wig, super quality, pricey, but I'm worth it, lol
I'm hoping it will give me even more confidence as I get out a bit more.
Going out in cork again tomorrow night, as long as the nerves hold up:-)
Really loving this new freedom ,
Update February 2016
Have booked laser hair removal sessions for my facial hair, and have made the decision to go on and remove permanently all body hair, fed up of shaving :-(
Went out last night. Had an absolute ball, chatted to loads of people, got lots of compliments and lots of lovely encouraging words from total strangers, what a super super night xxx
Update Feb 2016
A really good make up artist is doing my make up on Saturday night before I go out, so excited xxx
Update March 2016
First laser session on Friday x
Update may 2016
Have had 3 sessions of laser treatment, and the results so far have been amazing, I've noticed some difference , I can highly recommend it to anyone, and I was very hairy.
Had a little social gathering in my place last night, 3 lovely girls turned up, lots of chat and giggles, one of the girls had a makeover and looked stunning after it, would love to do it on a regular basis, possibly once a month or so if the interest was there. Xxxxx
Went out last night to see CHI CHI DEVAYNE,
What a night. Such a stunning drag queen xx
Update August
Have had 6 laser sessions now and the results so far are fantastic, thrilled with the results, no more shaving for ages before going out, no more stubbly legs and chest during the week, now I need to get the remains bits on a waxing regime, to get the smooth all over look that I so crave.
Still going out on Saturday nights as Toni, and still loving the experience, long may it last xx
Well it's been a while since my last update, and a lot has happened in my life, I'm happy to say that Toni is here to stay, I still go out every Saturday night, and Toni has become a hit in the club and has made lots of new friends, who are so supporting.
I have come out to some friends and some family, and the response was better than I could have imagined. Although I am and will always be part time, I feel by confiding in people that I grow in confidence. And am getting up the courage to venture out as Toni on some of those weekly shopping trips to the city.
I know lots of girls do it , and I so admire them for it, I know a few who do, and they are very convincing, I know I will be "read" the moment I step out of the car, but I am at a stage in my life, where, you know, it doesn't really matter. In not convincing, although I did have a chuckle one night in the club when I heard a bunch of young people having a wager amongst themselves as to whether I was or wasn't, I'm taking that as a compliment lol
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