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A big hello to all you girls!
I no longer dress and am back to being 100% male. I'm looking to meet girls, either real girls or tv/ts for friendship and hopefully more. Please note, i have NO INTEREST IN MEN, as men at all.
After being declared not transexual by Notts GIC and a bad time with mood swings, the GP has persuaded me to stop the hormones, which I have agreed. I am going to get rid of all my clothes (size 18) and shoes / boots (size 9) so if anyone wants them, let me know.
I'll pop back from time to time, but now just trying to get back to being male.
Just feeling so low at the moment, after a couple of traumatic experiences which have hit me recently, I'm feeling so low, having panic attacks and just can't stop crying. I'd love to meet up just for a chat and a drink with an understanding real girl or t-girl to try and make some sense of how I am behaving. A special thanks to Julie, Amanda and Amber, local girls who have all sent through some very kind words to try and help me.
What am I looking for on here? I'd love to meet with other local girls who may or may not be transitioning. Chats, support & friendship is more important than anything and not looking for anything sexual as I'm very happily married.
Any local tv/ts or real girls would be most welcome. Can sometimes entertain in afternoon. Please NO MALE ADMIRERS!!
Transition Schedule:
early 2011 Started back on hormones, though been on and off for 4 years
31/8/11 Met with Psychotherapist today and we agreed I should seek a "confidential" meeting with GP
2/9/11 Appointment with GP . Very understanding Doctor, sorting out visit to Psychiatrist, next stage then prescribing hormones. happy for me to stay on hormones from In House
1/11/11 Psychaiatrist agreed I'm not mad, next step to Nottingham Gender Clinic
4/12/11 Appointment made for 24th January 2012 at Nottingham Gender Clinic
24/1/12 Had first appointment with GIC, next appointment 1st May 2012. Appointment made to have bloods and base levels checked.
22/2/12 Its official, my hormones are now typical of female
14/3/12 Glenfield Hospital to discover what the lump is on my breast, seems its a fisular,
back again on 16th for a scan and see Consultant on 1/5/12
1/5/12 Back to Nottingham GIC for visit 2
1/5/2012 Appointment went ok, but it seems like they will not prescribe hormones for me
as I do not want full surgery but will advise what I should purchase off internet and
let GP continue to monitor me. All to be confirmed at a later date, but are sending
me an appointment to meet both psychiatrists I have already seen, but together.
1/6/2012 Nottingham Gender Clinic have just advised me they will not prescribe my hormones "As I am an individual who is unable to undergo a social gender role transition"
14/6/12 Off to Body & Soul for an eye brow wax today
25/6/2012 As I suspected, due to the fact I do not intend to live 24/7 in female form, they will not prescribe hormones, even though I have been on them long term from internet. They are writing to GP and copying me with recommendations, so I wait with interest. The Notts protocol do not match up with Benjamins Protocol and they are not prepared to budge! One of the questions they asked was why do I feel I need to take hormones, I replied that I feel so much calmer as a person when I'm on hormones. At this point she asked if I would like to be prescribed anti depressants to calm me down and said I needed to lose weight. I said categorically NO! They seemed a little concerned I became emotional when I met them, but the first time they delved really deep into my childhood, which had been quite upsetting, the second time my dog only had weeks to live and the third time my dog had died and the rescue I had got had had to be returned. Was it any wonder I became a little emotional. My wife actually commented when we got out that "the two fat ladies" had a cheek mentioning weight and that she thought I handled the emotions over the dog very well in front of them.
Just seen GP and with the fact GIC will not prescribe and I have been so emotional recently, he has suggested I come off hormones permanently. I have reluctantly agreed as these last couple of months have been so distressing I agree with him its the only option. So its on the "happy pills" for a while to stabilise me again.
I am always smoothly shaved, with waxed legs and brows and carefully shaven everywhere else.
Please ignore the stats, I ALWAYS REPLY to messages as long as they are not one liner smutty ones.
Please feel free to add me on messenger. I'd love to chat.
To comply with the regulations:-
Eyes: Both Blue
Ears: Pierced
Hair: Auburn
Height 5' 10"
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Cross-dressing, Boots, Stockings / Suspenders, Sex, Online chat, Office wear, Lingerie, Dressed nights out, Groups, Couples, Email chat, Wigs, Erotic nights in, Leather Skirt/Dress, Admirers / men, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, I am Sub, I am Dom, High Heels, Daytimes, Evenings, Can Travel, Mature, Uniforms, Corsets, Satin/Silk, I am a non-smoker, Relationship (casual), Females, Attached, Friendship, Photography, Good Food / Wine, Music Festivals / Gigs, Holidays / Travel, Sporting Events, Computer related help/advice, I have Tattoos, I have Piercings, Dresses, Skirts, Casual Tops, Smart Tops, Indian/Ethnic garments
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