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August 2026 Update
That summer week that I sort of look forward to all year is here! I'm home most all week and no work, most friends are out of town, so I'm free to slip into total girl mode for a while. Total might be a bit of a stretch, just doing things as the mood strikes, but certainly its not often I can be totally shaved and have the time and space to enjoy. Already been feeling bit more daring than past; been doing little walks in summer girly shorts, feeling like I'd like to make contact with a local friend. Wondering if an emergency bikini beach day might be needed haha.
I guess when home from my travels and decompress, the girl thoughts came quickly. Just taking things day by day and not doing so much specifically. I realized it's been about a year since I began to grow my closet of women's clothes and experiment more. Maybe it's a bit emo of me to be reflecting on what I've been doing & thinking the past year or more.
A long while ago, I mused to myself about whether or not I may be trans or not. The question is cropping up in my mind a lot more this week. I guess in my slightly older age I'm evolving in my thinking a bit. Probably if you're in this site, you've done the mental 20 questions about whether or not to transition or am I trans or not dilemma. It's cropping up in my thoughts more and more recently. In the past I kind of dismissed it cause I didn't dislike my identity or feel dysphoric. Last few weeks been reconsidering anything I'd thought before.
None of the little femme challenges or tasks I set myself; little things like a walk round the block with my wig on, or a trip to the shops in quite femme clothing feels odd or awkward for me. Can walk in front of the mirror in very little clothing and see that when smooth, my body isn't masc at all and I don't care. Who knows what lies ahead; considering possibilities I'd never had before.
May 2026
Today is moving day! I've been slowly moving my things into my first apartment of my own for the last few weeks; tomorrow I have to return the keys to my rented apartment. Packing up my stuff, well, there was so much girl stuff that wasn't there when I moved in. I filled nearly 2 suitcases with. women's clothes for the move. Felt a bit sheepish when the results of embracing my girl side were all spread out in front of me. Ooopsie, how much did all this cost? hehe.
Very happy to have a place to call my own now; hoping it can be a place that my default male self and Lisa can really call home. Big life thing i guess.
Summer is fast approaching and really looking forward to getting settled into my new place, doing some decorating, and maybe getting out of town once or twice. Spending more and more and more time dressed up as I've been packing, and well, would be nice to have a friend locally to chill with en femme.
Also, been having some new reflections recently; not quite sure what to make of them or if putting a bit here is worthwhile. Don't know where else, so here goes lol.... a whole lot of Life has happened in the last few months; it's been fun to escape into Lisa mode in the evenings and weekends. Been finding that when I'm alone or away from daily life, wondering more and more how it'd feel for my breasts to not be breast forms, and my hips to not be padded. Entertaining more daring possibilities for a bit of dressed up fun, at least I am in my head.
APRIL 26 UPDATE
Heya girls,
Not been online here much recently. Been busy moving house. Big news is that I bought my first ever (and likely only) ever apartment if my own. Its exciting, and packing up to move has really shown me how much Lisa has grown last 2 years. There is a full closet. Going to have to buy a new wardrobe for all her things.
TRIP IDEA & PLAN
Also, built up the nerve to book an Airbnb in Madrid for August, end of month, for 2 nights in Girl Mode. Have wanted to be Lisa for a day or two out in the world for so long. Now I'm gonna do it I think. So, if any girls want to hit the shops in Madrid this summer, or have cocktails or go see the Reina Sofia or Prado while femme, don't hesitate to get in touch! Can't believe I'm gonna do this ;P
Hi Everyone,
I'll get the basics out of the way first. I'm Lisa, originally from the USA near NYC, but living in Spain now. I'm about 6 feet tall/183cm, blueish eyes, brown hair. Been a crossdresser for years to varying degrees. find myself dressing more and more recently. My desire to dress up and be femme sorta goes up and down over time, but Lisa is always inside, even in the low motivation moments.
I guess I started as a teen, thought bras were sexy and wanted to try. Turns out, they are super sexy. As the years have gone by, I guess my curiosities have evolved from the start. In the beginning was just thrilling, but now just like being girly for a few hours or days when I have the time and in the mood. I used to move around for work a lot and never really had time or space or money to really engage with my girl side; but last year or so, been finding more and more time to explore and experiment.
I've found I just love having a feminine shape, love how my hip pads and boobs make me look and feel. Mirror selfie fashion show has become such a fun pastime. In the past I hated shopping for men's clothes and would just go quickly as possible, but now I adore shopping for women's clothes. It doesn't matter what, skirts, dresses, panties, lingerie, or even sexy bodystockings or costume; imagining myself in each is half the fun. One frustration is that it's so hard to find heels in my size for a reasonable price; was never so into shoes really, but a girl needs more than 1 pair!
Experimenting with Lisa side has been real rewarding. There are those times when getting femme and feeling girly makes me excited. Certainly the idea of being beautiful and attractive is sexy. I've not met up with anyone en femme in the past. Love to chat with girls, and I'll pop into the chat rooms every so often. It's hard to keep up with the general chatter; always up for a friendly or slightly spicy talk in dm.
I live in Spain now, in Andalucia. Sort of a small city and I don't go out dressed here. I'd prefer to not deal with the drama that would come with. I'd like to be able to get out as my girl self. I'm thinking of a few things for 2026, some more realistic than others. A shopping afternoon in a city like Madrid, A night out somewhere, maybe a weekend away with only a girl suitcase. Who knows what's possible? Looking to get confident with make up bit by bit, but I'm thinking this will take some time and then I can think about my ideas to go out.
Guess I've finally hit a place where I feel confident being Lisa and want to share her with some people. Sometimes feel as if I'm stuck on beginner and want to take a leap forward. Being part of this community has been lovely. In 2026, hopefully, they'll be time to get confident enough to meet socially IRL somewhere with someone. If anyone would like to join me for a shopping afternoon in springtime, lmk!
Don't be shy and drop me a line if I'm in the chat; always happy to chat and make friends.
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