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General / Everyday wear
May 2025 - Selling some of my things including breastplate, bras, dresses, Vinted link at the tip of my page x
March 2025 - purged again…why is this so painful, why can’t I just exist without this guilt and punishing myself???
Jan 2025 - Lydia came back! I had a moment where I just thought screw it I can’t keep denying myself, got done up and met up with an old flame and we had an amazing evening, he’s always been lovely and we’ve been in touch years. I also went to a dressing service LadyJadeTV and had my first ever makeover; it won’t be the last! I tried blonde and have uploaded a pic. I really want to stick at this time and build up to LFF of Manchester in the summer as well as Northwich sauna regularly from April onwards. God it feels great to be me again! I also came out to a close female friend who couldn’t have been more supportive - from a place of complete desperation and sadness last month to today things have really turned around x
December 2024 update - going through a really bad spell of denial/shame with this side of myself. I haven’t dressed in 2 months and I’m missing it intensely, but can’t bring myself to be Lydia again. If anyone has any advice I’d really appreciate it, I’m so sick of this cycle I feel like I’ve been in this position so many times since my teens x
I started dressing from a very young age, I can still remember the smell of a fresh lipstick being applied and it still takes me back even all these years later. I loved to try on heels and play with make up but like many of us our opportunities are limited when we’re younger and we’re discouraged away from those sort of things. It wasn’t until my teens I really began to do it more regularly. I always felt so comfortable dressing as a girl, it felt more like my authentic self strangely even though I was wearing fake hair/breasts etc
I’d always felt very feminine, and tried to stamp that out of myself by conforming and doing what guys are ‘meant ‘ to do - sports etc. I shut it away for a period but managed to rediscover it when I went away to uni, having my own place and complete privacy miles away from home gave me the perfect opportunity to explore my gender identity. By this point I had a full outfit, wig, breast forms, lingerie, tights, heels, dresses etc and could really complete the full look. Each time I remember the joy I felt and the calmness that came over me presenting like that. I was also able to explore my sexuality, which I’m still unsure of to this date but I’m glad I tried things.
I’ve struggled all my life trying to put it away but I’ve got to the point where I’ve accepted it’s part of who I am, I’m just not sure how to proceed with it but I’m no longer ashamed. I’m hoping coming back on here I can rediscover the scene again and continue my journey really x
Apparently I have to include physical info?:
Height: 6ft5
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Green
Interests:
Cross-dressing, Stockings / Suspenders, Online chat, Lingerie, Groups, Panties, Wigs, Full Makeup, I am Sub, In the Closet, High Heels, Micro/Mini skirts, I am a non-smoker, Single/Unattached, Friendship, Movies / Cinema, Holidays / Travel, TV/TG Activism & Awareness, Dresses, Skirts, Leggings, I am Bottom
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