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Hey Guys, Gals and everyone in-between...
My name is Melissa or Mel,
I used to be in the closet for about 20 years, and went by the name of Vikki, but Vikki is gone now, she served her purpose.
I am now Melissa, out the closet and alot more reserved, I enjoy embracing my feminine side and all the creativity that comes with doing make up and hair styling.
I am 5' 11" long dark hair, rather large build BBW? I like to hope so haha... greeny blue eyes depending on my mood.
I love dressing up with blacks and bold colours to highlight and then do my makeup to match.
I love drinking sparkling wine which really let's me out my shell where I feel I could do anything,
I use breast forms and breast plates, and at times I don't and just enjoy the feel of a bra on my bare skin.
I can infact walk in high heels and oddly enough, walk better while intoxicated than while sober.
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[09/03/26]
Long overdue update,
I am still on the WGS waiting list, Been 13 months now, the expected time for here is 20 months, which is alot better than other places, but still it fills me with a little dread to think, its going to be September ish time maybe closer to January for my initial appointment, and then even if things go well there is a 12 month gap between appointments and a panel decision for them to decide if HRT is right for me... like I know my body and yes it is... this is my body my choice and its what I want, but regardless its a long complicated road to walk.
But roads dont have to be walked alone, and end of last year I came out to a friend group and they have all been so supportive its been great, and Ive become more social again which is good, and have gotten into DnD (Dungeon and Dragons) lol
But the last 3 months have been some of the most affirming for me yet, from going to a friends hour to get ready to go out for the night, to being sat with friends and they all use my name and respect my choices.
I am currently doing some ad hoc voice training too which gets "easier" the more you do it... ikr practise makes perfect more news at 11...
But i am feeling good about myself right now and i want to hold onto these feelings as much as i can because times dont always feel this good...
[10/9/25]
I finaly did it... after a few years of telling myself and others I am gonna get my ears pierced... because a cute set of earings will really make an outfit look kinda complete... I finaly went and got it done...
The first one didnt even hurt, a little pinch and that was it, the second one tho, that stung a little, kinda felt like my ear was twice as thick lol.
Now I am kinda resigned to 8 weeks of extra vigilent cleaning and sleeping on my back... gods i hate sleeping on my back... always wake up after an hour or so because it feels like im falling...
anyways... small steps... the Euphoria is real today girls... am so happy.
[27/8/25]
I really need to update this more often...
Been away from Chix for a while.
Update from back in January though... Got my letter of referal from the GP, am now on the waiting list for the Gender clinic... 18 month long list though I do feel blessed because some of the places in the UK are waiting 80+ months...
I find myself asking the question... Is it too late for me... I am 38 now... by the time I get my 1st appointment I will be 39, then there has to be minimum 2 more appointments 12 months appart, so I will be 40 pushing 41... then if I am granted HRT thats at least 6 years to make 90% of all the changes it can so I will be nearly 50... is it worth it to me to do it this late in life? I see other girls start HRT much later than me so I guess if they can do it so can I! I just want out of the male prison I am in, I dont like my body and want to change it.
Yet so much hate in the world currently which is aimed towards our little community of people who threaten no one, who just want to live their best lifes in peace... cant you let us do that?
I seen this wonderful poem? I think it is on a discord server today and I think I will share.
**~ Transgender, Not Transparent ~** by Raven Vizsla aka badminvelt
United we stand,
Divided we fall
Today, we stand a divided people
Divided by identity
By gender and more
Divided by who we are,
Yet united by **what** we are
We are transgender,
Not transparent..
We refuse to back down,
We refuse to throw the fight
We refuse to be denied the right to exist.
We are no different than those around us
We’re human, like everyone else
Yet due to our identity,
Our refusal to live as what we were born
**That** makes us different
And **that** is what divides us
There lay many who refuse,
refuse to accept
Accept that people like us exist
That we are everywhere
That we lay united, while they stand divided,
That no matter how hard they try, we **will** continue to exist
We didn’t choose this,
Choose this way
None of us ever **wanted** to be trans
None of us ever wanted to hate ourselves
This way chose us,
Because something in our brains clicked
Clicked and told us:
“hey, you’re not what society **wants** you to be”
We didn’t choose to walk this way
Yet we do..
We walk this way and stand proud
For we are proud to exist,
Exist as who we are, and **what** we are
We are **TRANSGENDER**
Not Transparent
And while you stand divided,
We stand united
For United We Stand, or Divided We Fall!
[8/11/24]
It has been a really long time since I updated this with anything, I hadn't dressed in the longest time due to work not leaving much time and a couple other factors...
But a job change later and some working through personal issues...
I am pleased to say I have started dressing again.
Yet this time, it feels alot diffrent to how it used to... it's no longer a sexual thrill but more of it just feels right...
And it has made me do alot of soul searching to try and figure it out and I'm still no closer...
But it has definitely made me wonder if I'm an egg close to cracking...
My attitude has definitely changed from a few years ago, from yes I am a man who like to dress for thrills... to now... am I actually a girl in a boys body? #feeling confused
[5/6/22]
Been a while since I was last here or dressed, but long weekend was a good opportunity to.
New job and longer hours leaves less time at home for fun.
Am planning on going out later this year into the city on a night out dressed up but we shall see.
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