Well where to start, All new me and new photoshoot to go with it, this time professionally done :) Ok well all I can say Is ROLL ON APRIL 23rd 2013, That is when I get admitted into Charing Cross for whats going to be the start of the best times of my life. OMG It really is dragging and I cannot wait now. Anyway dunno what to say I guess you all know whats happening.
Hope you are all well and If you want to chat just send me a message.
xxxxxxx
******************LATEST AND PROBABLY THE MOST HAPPIEST UPDATE EVER********************
Right Time for another update, this time its not been nearly an year, well a lot has happended in the last 7 months, Iv been to charing cross for 2 assesments, the last being last week, and omg it couldnt have gone any better, the psyc has changed my anti androgeons FINALLY to something thats going to work for the better. Also he has written me a letter for the passport office so I can change all my passport :), and the best news ever, he considers me to be a perfect/ideal candidate for GRS :D and has made my next appointment for a surgical revew =D omg Im so happy they are looking to do my surgery june/July latest next year.
I have also left my fiancee of 5 years as since I had told her I wanted to transistion things have gotton really strained and wasnt working out as she stated she wasn't lesbian.
So now I am with the most amazing girl who actually is lesbian and accepts me for who I am, we still have our fun now but god how I cannot wait for my GRS.
Wow its nearly been 1 year since I updated this, well where the hell do I start ? Ok so I will have been living as a female for 1 year at the end of the month, but I officially changed my name on the 7/6/2010, well I have been on hormones since June, what a trial and error that was, after 3 different types of patches we think we have now got that sussed, I wish I could say the same about the anti androgens though, I have now had my dose doubled, hopefully that helps.
I have been having I.P.L. since november, and I will never ever regret that, I have now got myself a little part time job, and I start college next month (my birthday to be exact).
The doctor has reffered me to Charing Cross GIC and I have got my first appointment in July, (that cannot come quick enough) I have also got my own breasts growing now yay.
Well not sure what else there is to update you on at the moment but I'll try and not leave it almost a year before the next update lol.
Ok I haven't updated this for a long time, and a lot has changed, as of the 29th April 2010 I have been full time and now seeking advice from my Doctor about gender reassignment, she is referring me to a specialist after speaking with my PCT.
It has taken me 23 years to finally realise who I should be, and after suffering from severe depression this year I have really had a lot of time to think about why I was feeling like I am. Since coming to my decision I have been feeling strongeer and happier within in myself.
I have now told all my friends and family and I have full support from most of them, for which I am very thankful.
Hopefully I will be able to keep this updated on how things go. I am also planning to keep a journel of my life from now on and things I have done, ie. Going shopping in middlesbrough, going out for a meal to a resturaunt, going to asda, going shopping in Manchester, generally everything a genuine girl does.
I owe my life to my best friend Katie, god knows where I would be without her.
A quick update, decided for a change in hairstyle, now decided to go platinum blonde hmmmmm still unsure whether I like it yet.
****************Update 29/07/2009**************
Ok I have been really down and depressed over the pass few months, not been in the mood for going out or dressing up :(
Hopefully things are on the up, I was out in Manchester last week and now I am in the process of getting ready for another night on the town tonight, added a new photo hope you like :D
Well best go get ready speak to you all laters xx
****************UPDATE 12/02/2009**************
Well I am now becoming a party animal, I am now hitting Manchester every Wednesday evening, heading to Concord first, then either Churchills, Paddy's Goose or other places, then ending up in Napoleons (Naps). I cannot believe how much I feared going out now, I have made some very lovely friends who are great.
Also I can reccomend not going out in drab (Male mode) if you don't have time to get ready don't go out at all, I learn't that last night and to be honest if it wasn't for Emily and Samantha I probably would have gone home very early, I felt so depressed and down, but here is looking forward to next week.
Got my eye on 2 pairs of lovely shoes in Matalan but unfortunately do not have the finaces to buy them (sobsob) (Thinking of a way to make £35 to buy them !). Also I have now got a profile on Facebook
I seem to be spending a lot more time in the chat rooms or on messenger now so who knows I might speak to you soon.
Well thats it for today, more upates to follow soon, and hopefully more pictures even sooner.
Thanks for reading
Mercedes xxx
**** UPDATE 8/01/2009 ****
Ok as a few of you may know I decided to over come my inhibitions and make the step outside the door and go into Manchester City centre, all I can say is wow, what a fantastic night, I loved it and now I am definately going to make wednesday nights a permanent thing. Also here is another update and Im still not sure about this but really considered it tonight and even started to wish summit would of happended, and that is I find some very convincing TV's very very sexy and I would have loved to tried some stuff with them, not sure what yet but I got a real turn on eyeing up another "girl" and thinking about what if, I must say though I still do not fancy Men it is only convincing TV's, so who knows next week if I see the same girl, ill get the courage to chat her up. Keep you posted, also if there are convincing TV's that maybe want to show little inexperienced me some experience then get in touch and who knows eh ??
I have also posted pics of the outfit I wore tonight, hope you like.
Mercedes xx
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Hi, well you have found me lucky you ! Lol,
Ok Im not sure what to write/type here as yet, so a little bit about me. I am 32 and live in Bury near Bolton, ok thats the easy bit done now a bit more in detail.
I first started wearing female clothes back when I was 14, trying on tights and stockings whenever I could, I slowly progressed to wearing shoes but many sizes too small for me, Then one of the big turning points for me was 2001 when I got my own place and found a wonderful site called ebay, here I found I could order shoes that fitted me and even skirts. This satisfied me for a long time up until 2006.
This was a big turning point in the life of Mercedes as I started to buy more and more shoes/tights/dresses/skirts and even a wig, I now started to feel a lot better with myself and my look.
The biggest change was the actual creation of Mercedes (Which I must admit only happended in the last few months), Mercedes started to become very interested in fashion and the way she looked, now getting more and more experienced, and buying a new wig and even make-up.
So thats a little bit about how Mercedes came to be, I am still a very shy girl and I have still not managed to leave the comfort zone of my house, but thanks to some very nice comments on my flickr page, I am really gaining confidence and may eventually leave the hous and venture into Manchester.
So a bit about my look Im 5'11 without heels, long brown ish hair, with deep brown eyes, very slim and aparently a great pair of legs, ill let you judge that for yourself.
Hope I havent bored you too much, if you want to check my Flickr page out its here Flickr I really look forward to any comments or messages, so hopefully I will speak to you very soon.
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