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JULY 2023
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Progress ?
I'm now slowly outing myself to the world. I've told more people in the last year or so that I had in my entire lifetime, not that hard a figure to beat tbh but it's still something.
I get out and about in my home town town, been a regular at a local support group for 12+ months now and recently did a full day and night at Barnsley Pride 2023. For someone who'd managed a small walk into Barnsley before bottling it previously that was a massive step (or several as my feet killed on the Sunday).
I'm becoming more and more comfortable with my "look" and not in a vain way. I'm realistic that as 50 years of age there are certain things that are a no go clothing wise so I try to dress appropriately. I'm now not seeing "him" looking back at me in the mirror, it's 100% "her" which is massive progress.
Let's see what the rest of 2023 brings....it's got a lot to live up to.
APRIL 2023
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Well at least this update hasn't taken 7 years !
12 months of attending a local support group soon, by and large that's been pretty good
Evolved my look, but age is starting to defeat me I fear.
Head is still a shed, if I could take a pill to cure me I would.
SEPTEMBER 21
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7 years since my last written update 😮
I guess the simple update is I've kinda of become closeted. Occasionally the girl has broken free of the shackles imposed on her but overall the highs of LFF nights out and daytime shopping trips have stopped. Why ? The loss of "scene" friends hasn't helped but primarily it's been real life taking over. Despite however I may feel inside, I've been totally unable to keep "her" at the top of my agenda. I feel guilt indulging regardless of how important it may be to me. I'm now 48....soon to be 49....and I'm no further along getting a grip than I was in my 20's. Is it becoming too late for me I ponder regularly.
I've given up making any brash predictions and promises so I'll just say that if you understand all of the above and have a little patience you may find me to be a fiercely loyal friend.
Oh and I've the distraction of a wedding date in late April 2022 too 😮
Where has this year gone ? Flown by and I feel I've made some positive steps/discoveries and maybe a few backwards (self imposed) ones too.
Had a city break in London to indulge "his" side of things but made sure "she" got some time too. Had an entire day in Central London in Pip mode. Tubes, Covent Garden, Tower of London Poppies, Shops, Foods (Haagen Daaz restaurant in Leicester Square a highlight) and general just getting out and about as normal. Even made an early evening shopping trip to the Tesco Metro near our rented apartment for some shopping (it was really REALLY busy so yay go me).
Xmas shopping in Leeds with my partner. Another great day where I did some things that really pushed my boundaries. Again eating out, shopping, and general browsing got Pip into the real world. She even treated "him" to a video game from GAME (the staff in the Headrow branch were lovely, helpful and erm just "normal" with me). We even visited a branch of my employer :D
Joined the world of Facebook (search for Pippa Jaye) to broaden my horizons. Nervous ? A little as it really is OUT THERE. Lets see what that brings.
FOR JESSICA/ANDY
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We lost someone who truly lived their life how they wanted to, doing something they truly loved doing on the 30th August 2014. Despite drifting apart I cannot explain the void I have in my heart and the sadness I have that I never got to say Goodbye. Glitter brightly now in the night sky and really make that difference you always talked about old friend.
Got out twice in consecutive weeks. Determined to give Pippa time. Result ? Two fantastic trips out. Felt fab and on the second one I had a lovely lady talk to me about heels in Brantano (and her struggles at walking in them) and a just as lovely lady chat to me as I made a purchase in B&M and wishing me luck with the 2 lottery tickets I bought at the same time. Both times I felt like I was being treated as a normal human being. Note the second of these trips was around my home town too. Confidence = sky high !!!!
Had to write this down somewhere.
Last night (16th August 2014) I showed some pictures of Pippa to my girlfriends 13 year old daughter. She knew of Pippa already I must say but not from me, her mother had told her. Her reaction was incredible and I wish the world would be the same.
*cue Godsmacked face on 13 year old girl*
"....you look so much like a real woman"
I had to fight back tears as we were sitting in Burger King in Sheffield.
Liddy....you will never see this is all likelihood but thankyou so much. You said something without think that validated why I do this and put myself through so much. *hugs*
SPARKLE 2014
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Room booked at the McDonalds Townhouse on Portland Street. Now beginnings the yearly dilemma....what to wear ????
Oh and will the sun come out ???? Scorcher last year on the Saturday.
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MOI ?
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50+ year old now Trans person.
Midland bred but now enduring broken english in Yorkshire after a decade in Lancashire.
After near 40 years I'm no closer to understanding why a geeky, furry guy wants to try to be a well presented female.
If you get to know me I'm honestly a decent if somewhat confused soul.
Interests ?
Gaming (just not next gen just yet....maybe when Madden comes out in August I'll break) - Mass Effect, Skyrim, World of Warcraft, Madden NFL, Diablo 3 mainly at the mo.
Marvel - Captain America (Ed Brubaker era) mainly but X-Men too (DC wise its just Batman but not bought anything for years).
Rock music - Huge Bon Jovi fan.
Game of Thrones / A Song of Ice and Fire - Just epic....just dont get attached to anybody....
Falling Skies - Under rated sci fi goodness.
Psychology - Have a degree in it and a burning desire to write a trans-centric book along the lined of "An interview with t-girl" (one of many titles I bounced around in my head for a book contained a series of interviews that encompasses the entire trans spectrum).
American Football - 25 years of following Americas Team.
Dislikes ?
Rudeness
Most modern guitar pop
Elitism
Too many X-Men timelines LOL
Nintendo (don't ask)
Having zero self confidence
Interests:
Cross-dressing, Shopping, Boots, Stockings / Suspenders, Online chat, Office wear, Lingerie, Dressed nights out, Email chat, Wigs, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, I am Sub, Convincing, High Heels, Will not meet, Trendy/Modern club wear, No Male Admirers Please!, Inexperienced, Tights/Pantihose, Corsets, Pubs, Nightclubs, I am a non-smoker, Females, Attached, Friendship, Photography, Art Exhibitions, Museums, Movies / Cinema, Good Food / Wine, Music Festivals / Gigs, Holidays / Travel, Historic Places / Architecture, Sporting Events, Computer related help/advice, I have Piercings, Dresses, Skirts, Leggings, Casual Tops, Smart Tops, Books & Literature
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