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I am a playfully romantic transvestite who is enchanted by the submissive, feminine lifestyle. I love to dress flirtatiously feminine in dark stockings, high heels and sexy lingerie. I have long brown hair, brown eyes and a slim build. 6 foot in stockings and size 16/18 I'm 49 years old. I am always clean and respectful and never want to make a scene.
I've recently become extremely happy with the female part of my life instead of trying to deny Rachel was part of me. ... though I'm becoming much less happy with the male part of my life, so much sometimes I could just scream.
I've dressed since I was 8ish to varying degrees. I try to be as feminine as I can be (sometimes with quite good results!)
I'm still learning about myself and where I am and where I would like to end up... it's a long journey, sometimes with hidden dips. I apologise to you if sometimes my conscience doesn't follow my subconscience - I think my subconscience knows more about me than I do!
I love being treated as a woman and love presents and compliments but nothing pleases me more than for me to treat a man as a man.
I'd love to visit a club properly dressed and made-up - that would be wonderful. [31/7/08 Been! and it was so wonderful it scared me a little, I think I enjoyed it too much! ... but I know I'd love to experience it again]
I live in Walton-on-Thames but work during the week in Hayes. So if you are in between, or a short diversion, I'd love you to get in touch with me. I love to chat be it over a beer or a cup of tea :-)
I am unable to accommodate unless my wife is on holiday but can travel with plenty of notice.
If you would like to contact me please either email or on Flickr - rachel_bitv_uk
My email is rachel.bitv.uk#gmail.com Please replace the # with an @
My dream is to meet a man for whom I can be his girlfriend/mistress on a regular basis (or irregular) - meeting up on the way home from work to please him would be heaven! I love nothing more than making someone else happy. Age is not a problem, I prefer older lovers as they can teach me more and they know what they desire.
26/02/2022 ...and now 49! Where do the years go?
26/10/2019 one simple update... I've noticed recently that I am now 47 years old. :-)
1/06/2019 It's been so long since I went outside properly for a walk or shopping....I must get outside :-)
8/08/2017 I've just updated my email address as I didn't realise the old one had stopped working. I always replied from a different address....just thought the world had gone quiet!
....still need to give this page a good update.
Going to stay around more from now on :-)
17/02/2017 I really must update this!!
26/11/2014 I must update this as I now work over towards Heathrow and not down the A3 :-)
19/8/11 Wow!! I've been away for so long! I'm very sorry everyone for not answering your emails promptly :-( I've just been so busy with work over the last year. ....still need to go running, unfortunately with working too hard I rarely had the energy to go running.. must start again!! If anyone has any ideas as how I can loose a few pounds please let me know :-) :-x
2/7/10 Still no time to escape but I'm using my time wisely by ... going running in the evenings in an attempt to regain my figure! Lots of working and being too tired to do anything has affected my figure :-( So, time to do something about it, also it's something I can still do in the evenings after a long day using my brain! Still hope to escape but not holding my breath :-(
Strange thing is I quite enjoy running but wish I had a better outfit!
18/5/10 No time home alone this year :-( Unfortunately I have to go on the family holiday - sounds as though I'm terrible doesn't it.. but it is the only time I can dress properly and spend more than an hour or so being me. I still need to find a way to be away from home so I can at least meet others. why do things never go the way you'd like them to? Work is still draining me of any energy I have - I'm not transsexual any more... I'm asexual!! I just wish I could have known 10 years ago what I know now, maybe I'd be living with a lovely man by now .... who knows. Can't go backwards, only forwards.
15/4/10 Where does all the time go!? Again I was possessed by the devil of work :-( Hopefully that is coming to an end... there's been a lull in the workload that looks like it should last a while :-) Spring is here and that always perks me up - I need a lot of perking after a drab winter! So, now I must answer all the lovely emails you've sent, Thank you so much!! :-x :-X I must keep on top of them!! :-x :-X
31/12/09 New Year's Eve... and I'm back!! I'm very sorry for being away for so long - work banished me to a far away place with nothing but a company laptop... when they mean it's just for work business they unfortunately mean it :( I managed to check my Flickr emails once in a blue moon at an 'internet cafe' but that was about it! Also to add to my pain I had a colleague (lap dog) accompanying me who is unfortunately straighter than straight and seems to worship me, so no dressing up either :-( It's strangely very nice to be back here at the companies main base where I can trick the firewall into giving me an encrypted squirt out into the internet! Also, what with it being New Year's Eve, it is very quiet here sO I am sat at my desk with a lovely matching set of bra, suspender belt and panties with black stockings underneath a lovely blouse, trousers and heels - I felt that a dress was too hard to hide, it's quiet but not deserted - I put my coat on to go and get a coffee covering my blouse and change my shoes :-( I know I should stand up for what I believe in but some battles are not worth the costs.. I need a job!
This afternoon I will leave work and drive to my best friends for their NYE party ... where of course I will put on my best clothes - Fancy dress of course :-) I've not dressed properly for months! I can't wait!! Happy New Year to everyone and I will be available more often in the New Year!! I cannot wait to meet new friends and go to new places!! Now to answer all your lovely emails!! Thank you so much! :-X
Rachel
X X X
12/11/09 Became married to work for awhile :( I am now working on joining a club in the evenings during the week so i can have an excuse to leave the house every-so-often to meet friends :-) ...devious?... maybe, but if it stops me loosing my mind then I think that is a good thing :-) ...watch this space... Please could you all pester me to get it all sorted out as I must go to at least one meeting so I don't get caught out in anyway - pester me please! :-) :-x
6/08/09 Picked the family up from the airport earlier... everything has to go back to 'normal' for another year :-( apart from the occasional outing :-) I do have some more photos of my lovely maid's dress ... you don't think it makes me look fat do you?.... More photos to put up in the next few days :-)
27/07/09 I'm now home all alone for a while and would love company :-) Please let me know if you would love a quiet evening together :-)
24/07/09 Arrived back from Japan 25 minutes ago! Time to do all my washing, have a bite to eat, get all my things ready for two weeks of being Me!! ...oh, and some sleep is probably a good idea! In Tokyo I bought a lovely maids dress and some toys which I hope to have photos of soon, either here or Flickr.
Well, better start with the washing! Longing to meet people these two weeks if at all possible!! :-x :-X
9/07/09 Back from Japan soon to be with a lovely man who is very special to me :-) I can't wait to be back! :-X :-X
21/05/09 I MUST be me much more often, it's driving me Mad! Consoling myself with the knowledge that later in the year I'll be home alone! :-) and then I'll be me every hour there is! Must meet up with friends too! - if you'd like to visit me please send me an email :-) I'd love to see as many people as I can - you can never have too many friends :-) Would love to hear from anyone, I'll let you know when dates have been finalised. X X X
17/4/09 See below...still busy busy busy... but more than ever as the company has just merged and I have an opposite number at the other company...! .... bet I look better in a dress than he does!! Do you think I can add that into my skills matrix? Wish I could!
Well, I hope to soon be able to ressurrect my membership, I wish I could still use SMS it was so easy and invisible. Must get out and about, hopefully after I'm back from Japan, not for a coupe of months yet :-(
6/2/09 Still amazingly busy with work - either working or asleep! :-( I hope they can find a new SMS provider soon or I won't be able to renew my membership so easily - if I loose my rose don't worry I'll be back (it lasts until 4/3/09 at the moment...)
20/1/09 Happy New Year everyone ... and I must say I'm very sorry that I've not been around for what seems like ages :-( I'm finding that I'm only sat infront of the computer for 5mins at a time ..or the dreaded work gets in the way... unfortunately I'm not the sort who can put down my work until I'm completely satisfied with it (am I ever satisfied with it!?)
I hope to be out and about much more this year after discovering the outside world last year!!
I will write back to everyone who has written and hopefully I can put down my work and get writing soon! :-x :-x
28/11/08 Finally recovering from this insidious flu!! I've felt terrible for about the last month! Never slept so much yet felt so tired and grotty! :-( But I do seem to be getting over it! :-) I even managed to stay up after 9pm last night!! :-D Hopefully my energy will return and I'll be back again as good as new!! Seems a lifetime since I was last me :-( I must safe some money to take advantage of any sales too!! If anyone knows any way of making quick money please let me know!! :-)
4/11/08 I think I need to be honest - unfortunately for the forseeable future I will be unable to meet anyone due to a mixture of family and work commitments :-( I am very sorry as I never like letting anyone down and I do hope you can forgive me, I'd love to make it up to you in the future :-)
As winter draws in the grey miserable days sap my energy in the run up to Christmas - one of my least enjoyed times of year, if onlFy I could spend it in the arms of a gorgeous man, lying in front of an open fire - unfortunately not to be as it is even harder than usual to get away any time near Christmas :-(
24/10/08 I'm very sorry it's been so long since I've been here! I'm not sure why really, I've not been too busy really... just not here :-( I WILL write to everyone who sent me lovely emails :-) :-X
I Must dress more often as it is driving me insane not being me :-( I hope to be back at the BNO before the end of the year... it's not looking promising but I still have hope! :-)
5/9/08 Back from two weeks in Japan and extremely tired!! I wish I were size 12/14!! They have some wonderful clothes in Japan!! Such lovely feminine dresses, skirts etc. and some heavenly lingerie!! Quite frustrated from not being able to dress at all or go shopping :-(
Now I must rest and plan my next outing to BNO etc! I must dress in the meantime!! :-s
9/8/08 First time to the BNO and I had a magical time!!! Met several of my idols and wasn't disappointed at all with the reality!! Everyone was so amazingly friendly! Time flew by until at 5:30am I had to leave, couldn't sleep so lay chatting with Nicky until we had to change for breakfast - it may seem such a small thing but it was wonderful to have breakfast as me!
3/8/08 It's been a week of discovery - about who I am and maybe where I want to go. I've realised that I'm attracted to attractive girls and t-girls as I desire to BE them not be with them.... maybe I've never been attracted to women and always just men.
Went to Legs 800 last Thursday night and had the time of my life, my first real time out for ~15 years!! I think I may have enjoyed things so much more than I could ever have imagined ... that and other happenings sparked a new round of self-analysis. How can we expect to understand others when we cannot even understand ourselves?
31/7/08 Went shopping again! Wish I had the nerves to go shopping whilst dressed as I desire... shopping was a bit of a washout as everywhere had sales on, that's not a bad thing unless you're looking for a dress you've set your heart on .... then it's nowhere to be seen or only in size 8!
About to start getting ready for a lovely man, Peter, who is going to take me out to night to Legs 800 ..... I'm as nervous as hell... one (or two) Gin & Tonics won't hurt ... will they? Spent all of last night making sure I was as smooth as can be .... turns out, Very smooth :-) I'm sure that once he's here I'll be less nervous and once in the club I'll relax so much more!!
2008 is the year I make a break for it and experience the sights and sounds that Rachel has desired so often!
30/7/08 Went shopping
to London today and bought some lovely new breasts! I only wish they were real! They are worth every minute of the 4 hour hot journey there and back!! I only wish I'd had more money to spend! Any Sugar Daddies out there....... ;-) ;-) :-X
29/7/08 Family gone. Just a little too quiet in the house :-s My mystery man is unable to come on Friday night .... :-(
17/7/08 Planning is ongoing for my BNO night!! Ok, so I may be over planning it but it's as though I've developed some sort of OCD - I want everything to be perfect!! I need to do some shopping before I go. Hopefully I'll be able to model my outfit before I go for a lovely man who must remain nameless unless he says I can name him - I can't wait!! :-X :-x
7/7/08 I can't believe how friendly people are who go to BNO! I am so pleased that I'm going to be able to meet them to! I can't wait! ....still a month to go! Decided to have my first BNO time on the 8th Aug and not be daft and go the Friday etc. before! Sorry, I get a bit dizzy sometimes when I'm excited! Now... what should I wear!?
2/7/08 I'm going to the BNO 8th August!! ...and maybe the Friday before too! I can't wait! I'm so full of questions about it but don't know where to get answers!!
23/6/08 I'm sorry I've not been around for a while - work and life conspiring to keep me too busy!! I WILL soon answer all my emails :-) :-)
Big News - In August my family will be away!! So, I hope to meet up with some of you :-) :-X :-) If anyone would like to get together, please email me :-X I really really need to dress properly and be me soon! :-s
24/4/08 ..... and that is why I PASSED!! :-) :-) Back down south again - wish I'd been able to meet some gorgeous people (you know who you are!! :-X ) Next time I have to travel I will be more forward thinking!! It was so wonderful to be able to dress properly!! I wish I could have sat my exam properly dressed too!!!
23/4/08 Unfortunately sense prevailed and I spent the night revising!
22/4/08 Spent the night chatting!! It was soo good to be able to be away from home and to slip into something more comfortable!!
17/4/08 ....Guess what? ....yes, still amazingly rushed :-( I'll be in Stone, Stafford staying in a hotel next Monday and Tuesday nights.... ;-) Mmmmm you never know! ;-)
8/4/08 What has happened to my "Initial Message Response Rates:" on my profile page?!? Is this a TVchix bug in the system? I'd like you all to know that I do reply, ok maybe not straight away as I've a lot on at the moment - unfortunately not a lovely matching lingerie set and silk cocktail dress :-(
3/4/08 Work is consuming me! How long can I work for 10 hours a day and come home and revise for an exam!?! .... well, hopefully not much longer! The work needs to be finished by the 9th, then off on a quick holiday... then back for the exam 22-24th... and REST!!! Hopefully Rachel will be making a grand return for the Spring! :-X :-X
I'm sorry Neil, I've been rushed off my feet! I can't wait to be with you again! :-X :-X
I'm hoping to meet many more friends this year! :-)
1/2/08 Ok... so thinks are not getting back to normal as quickly as I hoped ... but they will - I'm looking forward to being with you Neil!! I dream about you many a night! ;-) Hoping to bring Rachel back very soon - she's not been around much unfortunately, no time to dress :-(
**** I've done a little spring cleaning of my Admirers list - if I've removed you inadvertantly PLEASE add me back again :-) :-)
12/1/08 Slowly, slowly I'm getting things back to normal (... normal for me ;-) I need to meet you Neil ! I will sort out some dates for you to choose from as soon as I possibly can. Looking forward to the new year :-)
26/11/07 I can't apologise enough for not being here more often and meeting with you :-( Work and life has been so hectic!! [with no end in sight this side of Christmas!!]
I do feel the luckiest girl thought - I told my best friend at work .... and she's absolutely cool about Rachel!! She's a wonderful friend! :-)
If there's anything I can do to make it up to all of you , please let me know :-)
Wanting to be back, Rachel
X X X
21/10/07 I WILL be back I am determined! .... just not yet apart from the odd second or two! Too too busy! I love you and I want to be with you again - you know who you are ;-) :-X
25/9/07 I'm coming back! I can't believe how rushed off my feet I have been recently! Time to reply to all my lovely friends and admirers! I'm horny as hell!
If anyone would like any special poses next time I am able to get the camera out, please tell me! I Love being in front of the camera!
17/09/07 Honestly I will get around to being back here! Until then please have a look at my new photos on Flickr.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/rachel_bitv_uk/ My Flickr Page
15/09/07 I am so sorry for not getting back to people yet :-( I've only had minutes every so often to pop in and out of tvChix :-( Everyone seems to want a piece of me and they're not giving me any free time for me! I've Got to be dressed again soon! Got to !
Please be patient - I'll be back as soon as I can be to sit down and spend some proper time to write to you all :-X :-X I miss you! and I'd love to be your girl after work one evening Neil :-X :-X
4/09/07 Still absolutely exhausted!! I promise, I will write to everyone as soon as I can string enough words together! I need a real holiday now! :-D
1/09/07 Back from Japan! I am now completely exhausted! Had a great time but it was just soooo humid and hot especially in Tokyo - perfect weather for a summer dress! I'll catch up with everyone as soon as I have returned to some semblance of normality! :-X
20/08/07 Off to Japan tomorrow! I'll get in touch with anyone that wants me when I return! Bye for now
Lot of Love from Rachel X X X
18/08/07 Unfortunately my parents decided that I'd be lonely without my family so they turned up to help around the house and garden etc. Luckily they gave me a days notice! That would have been a big shock to them, they think I've stopped dressing!
They finally went home a few days ago, I think I'd finally got it through to my mother that I was anything but lonely!! One hour after they'd left I was dressed!! [had to make sure they'd gone!] So, I finally have some new photos! This last few days has been heaven - I've been dressed as soon as I've got home! Unfortunately my parents arriving meant I had to cancel a few meets that would have been heavenly!! I can't apologise enough to you , you know who you are :-X ;-X I would love to come and visit you sometime.
Unfortunately all my dressing for the moment must come to a stop as I must fly out to meet the family in Japan for a few days - I'd love to go by myself for once, Newhalfs are gorgeous!! I could dress and be myself at Yoyogi Park! Oh, well, another dream!
I have taken loads of photos this time but can only upload 10. I have more over at flickr.
http://flickr.com/photos/rachel_bitv_uk/
Must finish tidying the house before I go! ... ooh, I better change out of these lovely clothes too! :-(
1/08/07 Family gone! Now is my time to dress as I feel most comfortable!
28/07/07 Decorating stopped!! [not fully finished but stopped for now!] Family will be away soon! Time to dress!! and hopefully play!
I'd love to meet and please!
09/06/07 Decorating coming to an end!
Nearly finished!....until my wife thinks up something else for me to do! Best thing is - she and the family are going to be away for most of August leaving alone to dress my heart out!! Hurray!!
Can't wait for August!
20/2/07 Still Decorating!
What with having had flu and the rule that things always take longer than you think - I'm STILL decorating! but there is light at the end of the tunnel! I'll be back here more often very soon I hope! also, I can't wait to dress properly again!
26/1/07 Decorating!
Thought I'd add a little note to explain why I don't reply to emails quickly at the moment - too much DIY !! (not blind yet!) Busy redoing 3 rooms and the stairs at the moment, hope to have it all finished in the next 2/3 weeks.
During this time my pc is spending most of it's time unplugged in the other room under a dust sheet! Can't wait to finish - I NEED to dress!! Love to all my friends, I miss chatting with you :-X
2/1/07 Happy New Year!
I'm now back from holidaying in Japan! I am Exhausted!! I had a great time but I wish I could have gone shopping for all the things I wanted there!! Such lovely lingerie and outfits! Saw some beautiful TV's too as well as some gorgeous men!
I apologise for not reply to any emails but I will do very soon.
All my love to all my friends :-X :-X I miss you and long to be with you :-X
6/9/06 Back from holidaying in Austria. Fantastic! Just wish I could have been dressed properly and bought a traditional Austrian dress. So sexy!
13/7/06 I have added some new photos, I was a little drunk and didn't spend enough time doing my makeup :-( I wish I had more time. If anyone near me can help me with taking photos, please please let me know, I will be Very grateful. :-X
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