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Classy / Stylish
I am 68, but pass for a lot less, firmly in the closet, so straight acting. As explained below, I used to dress regularly but now very rarely: I have become an “involuntary” admirer, the next best thing. I am bi. I love messaging other “similar” TV/CDs on Chix, bi or gay, but I don’t do chat rooms (prying wife). Meeting in person is normally difficult because I cannot accommodate, being married to a disapproving wife, but for what it’s worth I live just south of London, a professional person who recently retired, so am flexible with time, happy to travel and visit girls who can accommodate or happy to meet me, initially in public. Discretion guaranteed and expected. I like taking convincing ladies who have made an effort out to dinner as I enjoy good food and prize good conversation and like to think I am educated, well travelled and well read. Older TVs/CDs 40+preferred who dress in classic feminine style and are similarly cultured.
Despite my height (6’2”), I was very convincing when dressed with long "dancer's" legs, a brunette with grey green eyes. I first tried on a pair of my mother's knickers aged only 6 back in 1963, heaven knows why or why then, but very glad I did. I was away with the fairies in this forbidden out-of-bounds feminine Alice in Wonderland like world, light headed and knees weak, indescribably aroused between my legs. The story of my first time and how it made me feel is told in full on Forums: click on Forums (on the left of this page), go into Search and enter Surrey Caroline - my story was posted on 7 May 2006). I still love generously cut high-waisted nylon knickers, open bottomed girdles, conical bras and petticoats from the 1960s.
I used to keep my clothes in a suitcase stored at the Philbeach Hotel in London’s Earls Court and used its make-up service, enabling me to dress there convincingly and regularly whenever I wanted to weekday afternoons or evenings and safely lead a double-life. I normally dressed as a Miss Moneypenny type secretary and had acquired a fabulous mother-of-the-bride outfit which got the occasional airing. I also used to love putting on perfume - I love Red Door and Avon’s Unforgettable (which my mother used to wear in the 1960s and is still available). Although it was sleazy, the Philbeach is sorely missed. The closest thing today in London are crazily expensive dressing services which are neither central nor convenient in their hours. My suitcase disappeared when the Philbeach abruptly closed in January 2008: as a consequence, I dress only occasionally now, usually when my wife’s away, or very occasionally with other girls who can accommodate and kindly let me dress up with them. This leaves me very frustrated plus envious of the t-girls who can dress whenever the mood takes them. In particular, I miss the serene calm place that dressing takes me to. I have been a female frustratingly and tragically trapped inside a male body all my life and dressing is the only time I can align exterior and interior. I have kept it secret and, although I wished I’d been born a girl when I was younger, I have never really had the urge to transition, partly because I’ve met people who have and who regret it.
All my photos were taken pre-Philbeach closure, so about 20 years ago.
I attend Sweet Wednesdays occasionally (very central location in Kings X but sleazy) and Lovejoys more frequently (10 minutes walk from Sutton station, very civilised in a spacious former vicarage, everybody is incredibly friendly), attending both as an “involuntary” admirer.
I find reading other girls' stories of how and why they first started dressing, describing their early experiences and feelings, particularly erotic and, in many cases, very evocative. They are often so similar to mine and therefore resonate, but often they remember things I've forgotten. Please get in touch.
Interests:
Office wear, Lingerie, Panties, Petticoats / slips, Email chat, Wigs, Erotic nights in, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, In the Closet, Convincing, Evenings, Can Travel, Mature, Role Play, Experienced, Tights/Pantihose, Corsets, Satin/Silk, I am a non-smoker, Friendship, Photography, Art Exhibitions, Movies / Cinema, Good Food / Wine, Holidays / Travel, Politics, TV/TG Activism & Awareness, Charity / Voluntary Work, Sporting Events, Girdles, Legal help / advice, Theatre, Vintage
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