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26/10/23 afterthought....... WARNING!!!....... BEWARE!!!......... after months of inactivity, the Phantom Numero Uno voter strikes again........... 15 x 10's; 1 x 9 and a lone, solitary, sad, BILLY NO Mates 1!!! Has he (or she) been released from Chix jail, weedled his (or her) way back into Chix under another name or is it a clone? LOL
26/10/23 Over the last few day I have updated a few of my photos in order to keep my account fresh and up to date. These were taken from a few dressing opportunities that have presented themselves this month. Hope you like.
24/10/23 Firstly I must apologise for not having earlier thanked everyone for their wonderful B'day wishes. They were a total surprise but so lovely all the same to read them all when I got back from my fly/drive holiday in Oman. So love and kisses to all of you.... you know who you are and you know how to make a girl feel good about herself and boost her confidence. Mwah
Secondly, I'm now the wrong side of 65........ but not yet willing to throw out my boobs and hang up my heels........ life wouldn't be worth living if I couldn't spend as much time as possible as me wearing a gorgeous dress and a lovely pair of heels.
Lastly....... have been shopping again......... such a shopaholic and so updating some of the older photos that I've posted in the past. Hope you like them as much as I liked modelling/posing for them. xxx
31/07/23 Another recent photo taken during some invaluable me time........ I grasp every available opportunity to become one....... One Life, Live it........ and yes, I do own a Landrover DEFENDER! ;)
25/07/23 New photo added from a recent me opportunity...... more on Flickr and FB. x
21/05/23 ..... just love spending time as me and modelling new purchases and there are a lot of them....... see Flickr & FB........ one uploaded here. Just incredibly happy when me. :) x
13/05/23...... New photo in a gorgeous outfit uploaded..... finally finding me and my look and loving it. Loving being me....... GD at an incredibly high-level at the moment..... head in a real spin.
More of this lovely outfit can be seen on FB and Flickr....... comments and likes always very much appreciated x
17/04/23 The rollercoaster ride continues.......... a low patch but looking forward to hitting the highs again.... they will come.... they always do :)
07/04/23 Happy Easter to everyone......... just uploaded a couple of photos from My WALLIS Collection. Never happier than when outer portrayal matches deepest innermost feelings.
19/03/23 ...... New photos uploaded..... new wardrobe additions......... spending once again out of control...... but hey, what's a girl love to do? Currently trying to control expenditure but some offerings on eBay are just too tempting......
18/02/23...... Having a Fab week off work being me at every opportunity..... nothing like getting out of bed and becoming me for the rest of the day....... new photos.... https://www.flickr.com/photos/193588985@N06/
14/02/23......Thanks for the lovely unexpected Valentine"s Cards which I very much appreciate but wish I knew they were from apart from one.
It's ben a difficult few months with health issues for me and within my family.... now thankfully resolved.
As a bonus, I managed some me time on Valentine's Day and looking forward to more opportunities to be me and today is looking good :) ......... photos posted on Flickr ... https://www.flickr.com/photos/193588985@N06/
14/10/22 ..... and as predicted, the Phantom '1' Scorer strikes again. Less than 24 hour after posting my new main profile photo it scores 10's from all but one. I feel truly honoured that I'm being targeted and stalked by a faceless, nameless wonder ....... please reveal yourself! It's NOT Banksey by any chance? LOL
13/10/22........ 2 NEW Recent Profile photos uploaded........ so, to the phantom one scorer...... this is your opportunity to make your mark! LOL
29/08/22 NEW Profile photo updated. Love this new look. x
Thank you to the person with a white stick who voted me a 1 for this photo. Would love to know why? What do they expect for more than a 1?....... I do try! I can only think that they either have issues or think this is like BBC's Pointless! LOL
23/08/22 Always dream of waking up and being able to slip into something more befitting of Susan and so that is how I intend to start my days for the rest of the week.... Heaven!
22/08/22............ What better way is there to spend your first day back from holiday than to slip on a new animal print Oliver Bonas designer dress. Felt wonderful and got rid of those post holiday blues.
10/08/22............ A few more photos of me feeling in a summery mood....... wonderful to be me even though there are those out there who make it their mission to try and destroy you. I'm stronger than they think........ it is they who are weak and who attempt to gain strength from being critical of others.
06/08/22.... two new photos of me uploaded. Never been happier after a large hiccough last night....... now resolved with the help and support of wonderful friends :) x
24/07/2022.......... came across this description added to a photograph of the legendary and inspiring April Ashley (RIP :( ) on my Flickr account that I wrote to describe that moment when I realised who I was.....
That moment……. I had always struggled from an early age with who I was. I couldn’t connect my brain saying girl with my appearance and the world saying boy. I was stuck with it. I fought it. I dealt with it and won and failed. I went through phases of dressing in my Mum’s clothes and felt inner contentment and happiness ……. It just felt so right. But the world I knew, from reactions when caught, was not accepting or understanding and it must just be me …….. why did I feel this way? I dealt with it and developed strategies to hide it and disguise it. Even at the tender age before my teens…… but I was stuck with it…… it was me. I was lonely….. but it was life.
Then came that moment. An epiphany. I was 13 years old, I opened an encyclopaedia in the school library and this picture stood out and a short article about April followed. I was drawn to read it and I was struck with her beauty. This was me…… I wanted to be her. I wanted to be dressed like her and wear make up. I wasn’t alone……..
There was someone I could relate too. That moment is as clear as the light of day. I had been born in the wrong body. This followed 50 years of being a transgender woman.
If only…..
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Notes to myself........ must respond to messages more quickly..... it's only polite....
Secondly, when a family member makes the decision to transition to f/t MTF and then undertakes SRS/GRS in Serbia..... don't have vagina envy!
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I've been here before..... several times....... left of my own volition and last time, for a reason I still don't understand but, they thought that I wasn't me! Just to reassure you that I am....... maybe not quite true as I was born in the wrong body and since about 4/5 years old I have known that I should have been born a girl. Why did my parents have a P**** sewn onto me....... yes, seriously, I believed that for a number of years! Anybody else ever thought that?
I have dressed on and off all my life............ fought it, hidden it, embraced it, denied it, loathed it, run from it............ sought solace in alcohol, drugs, travel, marriage and kids and just to let you know, if you're trans and suffer from Gender Dysphoria......... the aforementioned cures don't work! Once transgender, always transgender.
Only those who are transgender and suffer from dysphoria know what it's like. NONE of those who pontificate about it do.......... ask some one. It's something you are born with..... you don't catch it/ IMHO....... one day geneticists will discover that it's down to genes! ..... MY OPINION!
I'm 5' 8" tall, weigh about 85kg (working on that), I'm now the wrong side of 60 although I wish that I wasn't (don't we all...... or at least those the wrong side of 60 do.... LOL). I have blue eyes and my photos show my preferred hairstyle and shade. I like the everyday look and am just a sweater, skirt and heels girl. I have size 8 feet and love heels (which self respecting woman doesn't? LOL)...... dress size 16 but would love to be a 14 or a 12 or a 10........ LOL....... so much more choice. Love to show off my legs encased in stockings or tights and the are fully smooth. x
I have just had my first appointment with the East of England Gender Clinic and await the next step.
Just had my first makeover experience with Cindy Conti at Boys Will Be Girls (BWBG).
Hoping to get out more in the future to LFF, Pink Punters, Brighton and elsewhere. Going to make up for lost time.
Say Hi if you remember me....... the name is the same......... just a few extra lines and wrinkles.
Looking forward to catching up with some old friends x
Lovely catching up with old friends and chatting in the main chat room.... I have missed it but can only drop in when I'm free and very busy at the moment........... my in built mechanism for dealing with my GD which is returning to an intolerable level........ just want to be me until the next time that natural defence of fighting it kicks in........ hard to break the habits of 50+ years......... all part of the rich tapestry of life and those who aren't TG and don't suffer from GD wouldn't understand.......... ignore me, I'm just rambling and will fly off at a tangent if I don't stop here for no...........
Just seen that I've managed to score a one....... would love to see their idea of a 10..... feeling honoured and flattered that someone made the effort and that someone actually watches pointless! If that person would please step forward, identify themselves, and give me some advice so that they next time might afford me a score >1 and I will reciprocate by providing the postcode for their nearest branch of SPECSAVERS! ROTFLMFAO
31/05/22 Flattered and honoured that I've entered in the Top MATURE Babes list at No. 30 despite a vote of one from a faceless wonder..... LOL. Thank you everyone, it does wonders for a girl's confidence and a thumbs up to the skills and styling of Cindy Conti at BWBG. Mwah x
01/06/22 Uploaded 4 photos to my profile of my efforts in various outfits. Hope you like my sense of
fashion. xxx
03/06/22 I'm totally flattered to have been boosted to the dizzy heights, for me anyway, of number 12 in the Top Mature bees chart BUT...... the 10's should all go to Cindy of BWBG fame for her skill and expertise in bringing the woman that I have felt inside to the outside and making my dreams come true. Definitely going back for a second visit next month if she can squeeze me in to her busy schedule x
Also on Facebook..... https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100025027010057
07/06/22 Oh my........ at the hands of Cindy she has brought out the real woman that lurked inside me for so long. Thanks to her undoubted skills I have reached the heady heights of No.5 in the Mature Babes charts and am humbled to have done so.... not in my wildest dreams would I have thought I could look good enough to reach such heights. Thanks for voting for me.... even the person who voted 1.
I have just organised another makeover at BWBG and can't wait for July and to be out for longer and further afield. Confidence is kicking in.
Have only been here a month and have chatted to some wonderful girls who I hope to meet and go out with to some of the places on my bucket list e.g. LFF, PP and Brighton to name but a few. x
09/06/22 Just to let you know that I'm more than happy to be me when I get the opportunity to be me but my interests don't include acting out fantasies of being a pony or having my feet sucked..... my interests are clearly detailed in my profile. Whatever floats your boat may not necessarily float mine but I'm sure there are others who would like to sail on that boat. Each to their own.
Still awaiting notification of my next makeover.... this girl can't wait to bring the inner me out! x
11/06/22 Just a little moan.......... my profile clearly says where I live so why do people constantly ask where I'm from? Can people not read or do they not bother......... ask Google or SIRI....... they might know if you can't be bothered to research it yourself. I suppose it's better than 'what are you wearing' or a mention of an unmentionable part of one's anatomy. LOL
18/06/22 Just booked another makeover with the lovely and talented Cindy at BWBG and will then be going out into the big mode world for a few hours with a dear friend. Heart pounding, breathing deeper and tingly all over just at the thought of it...... and what to wear...... so many decisions. Might put it to the vote on Facebook.
Finally for this update...... I am most grateful to those who continue to vote for my photos and I'm shocked, flattered, amazed and dumbfounded to still be in the Top 5 of the Mature Top Babes Charts and I'm particularly grateful to the person or persons who only have the 1 operating on their keyboard........ it should be followed by the '0' which is at the opposite end of your keyboard. LOL
19/06/22 Is this a girly thing or......I have been awake half the night worrying about and thinking about what I'm going to wear after Cindy has done my make up and I'm let out into the real world for an extended period........ can't wait but full of trepidation........... what am I doing to be like in 5 weeks? x
20/06/22 I know that it's not for everyone but the support that other girls give me and the votes that have moved me up to No.4 in the Top Mature Babes charts has done more for my confidence than anyone will ever know.
This is me and to be recognised and admired/complimented as me has an effect that is beyond words.
Thanks to everyone who has voted. xxx
26/06/22 This just came to mind......... I'm sure it resonates with many. In my everyday life I am expected to wear drabs and conform for the sake of my job, income, house and societal expectations...... but wake every morning wishing I could wear what other women wear to work but with a little more sense of style and fashion sense i.e. looking feminine, pretty and fashionable. However, it's always down to me wearing a boring old suit and tie of which I have about 4 shirts, an equal number of ties and one suit and one pair of business shoes.
I hate drabs shopping...... it is a chore almost as painful as having a tooth removed but when it comes to fashion I am away. I love the latest fashions........ the lengths, the colours, the materials, the designs and the utter look of femininity that girls fashion brings. I can get carried away with shopping on eBay and have and just love the offerings that frequently pop up on my FB feed............. love things that are full of fun, floaty and feminine. Just wish I had a bank account to enable me to shop 'til I drop.
Any other feel the same way?
27/06/22 What.... such a boost to my flagging confidence (well, less flagging than it was a month or so ago but still not quite feeling it!) to discover that I'm No.2 in the top mature babes.
Thank you to all those who are voting for me but surely those votes are down to Cindy....... one day I will be able to replicate her efforts....I hope! x
01/07/22 Oh the slippery slope....... loved being in the babe chart at No.3......was wonderful while it lasted..... thanks to those who voted for me and continue to do so. Such a boost for the old confidence. So lovely to be back on Chix where I can be myself and can chat to so many wonderful likeminded beings who find themselves in the same place as me....... betwixt and between x
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