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January 2023 and time for an update and maybe a fresh start
So 2022 was the year I decided i needed to transition. I'm still a scaredy cat and afraid of change but at least the train has left the station with only 21 months to go to my first appointment. My existing relationship is hanging by a thread. I've realised that pleasing her is probably the main obstacle to me reaching my goals and i would now consider a relationship with a man or a trans woman for that matter. Fell free to message me if thats of interest.
Oh and my name is Toni - I've left chloe behind. She did me well but chloe was the cd who hid behind the wigs. Toni is the real deal
BREAK
It's going to be a good year.
I was going to delete all the stuff below but actually it's a nice way to reminisce.
I'm a confident out and about trans woman, not full time as much as I'd love to be. Live with a woman who veers from the supportive yay let's go to Magic Theatre to actually I feel uncomfortable being out with you.
Life is not a bed of roses for us in this position but nor is it for our partners.
However I'm getting to an age where I need to put ME first so I intend on doing just that. I will keep trying to burst out of this damn closet.
January 26th 2014 Update
Just had a fabulous friday. A whole 2 hours of pampering at Macs in Debenhams MK where they did an amazing makeover for me (see my new profile pic and new pics on flickr) prior to a lovely night watching Priscilla Queen of the desert with my amazing wife and friends Kat and Claire. Bizarrely we were the only 2 tgirls there which was a surprise. We finished the night off with a visit to a non BNO Pinks and had a quiet but lovely time in the attic bar pretty much to ourselves.
Just so you know you can have a makeover at the mac store for just £30 which is redeemable against any make up you buy so great value and they also do the same thing but as a make up lesson which lasts longer - that's the next thing on my to do list - how to learn contouring and take years off my face!
my best friend Allitg has nagged me to create a blog from the beach so here's a link for those that have the tiniest bit of interest in life as a tgirl on holiday in Gran Canaria.
Be aware , there may be some adult content, if i get lucky....otherwise it will be descriptions of sand dunes.
My wife and Mistress took me away for the weekend to essandem in warwickshire. This is a fabulous dungeon retreat and we had an amazing time - see my new piccies on flickr. The real surprise was how much girlie stuff they had too. I had an amazing time trying on different wigs and playing with all the make up in the dressing up corner.
Take a look at their website. Its not cheap but its an amazing experience. we will definitely return.
off to BNO this weekend, two BNO's on the trot. What a lucky girl am I?
Come and say hi if you are going.
april 13 update
Magic Theatre was well magical. Off to the Skin Two event at the Vanilla Alternative this weekend -13th April. come and say hi to me and the other half. i'll be the one in the blue rubber nurses outfit. Must get some piccies done of it! my first night out as a rubber clad pervey nurse. can't wait.
18/12 had a fabulous nite at BNO with my partner who went for the first time. This was undoubtedly her most enjoyable night out with chloe. many thanks to all who chatted with us and made her feel so welcome
We'll be back
15/10 Booked a really Big Night Out - my lovely partner is joining me for her first BNO in December. Premier Inn Furzton lake booked at a snip of £29. Something to look forward to in these long winter nights ahead.
I had intended to update this page every day when i was out in GC but simply didn,t have the time.
For those who are interested heres a description of my break and the highlights.
Monday evening dress for dinner and positively bloom when the waitress told me i looked beautiful. Probably the highlight of my week, it was said in such a lovely sincere way.
Monday night and i head out to the comeback bar a social bar for swingers in the cita center before going downstairs to fun4all a swingers club. €20 entrance fee for guys and free for couples and girls and free for me too! Was chatted up by a beautiful norwegian real girl who was 'intrigued' and towards the end of the night had a play session with an english couple - their first time with a tgirl and i had had made one of her fantasies come true! Headed off at 3am to coco loco in the yumbo centre fora dance and got chatting to some lovely people including a young guy who lived in the next town. Home at 5 - a stunning first night
Just about made it down for breakfast and headed off to the beach in a turquoise and blue cossie. Had a wander into the dunes and had the pleasure of 5 guys playing with themselves in front of me! The power of being a sexy tgirl!
Tuesday night and it was the same routine. I had a date with a guy who flew in from tenerife but we just didnt click sadly. Wore a red dress with my red stilletos which went down a storm. Fun4all was quiet so not much play sadly but had a great time dancing at coco loco and a beautiful ts got me up and did a seriously hot dance around the pole before snogging me stupid. She was hot hot hot.
Wed, red bikini on the beach and this time had some very sexy bonks in the dunes with three hot guys. Men prefer bikinis. Night time and i was exhausted, unsurprisingly and an early night was called for.
Thursday little black bikini and i had the pleasure of two encounters with couples in the dunes. A german couple and an elderly italian couple. She could have been in a federico fellini movie in her day. I loved hearing her scream fantastico as I made her climax with my tongue.
Thursday night was my last night and i was hoping to meet some of the girls from tvchix that were out there but little was i to know that i would meet a beautiful real girl from denmark in the comeback bar. It was a great end to an amazing life affirming week.
30th September:- I love being trans.
24 hrs before I to gran canaria and live four too short days as chloe. Leg's epilated, upper body waxed, thanks to my gorgeous wife, toenails being varnished tonight by aforementioned wonderful wife. 20kg of clothes packed courtesy of spending a fortune with ryan air - wonder how many i'll wear, frankly i don't care. will probably try on every outfit.
July 2012 Update
3 whole months to Gran canaria - can't wait. Do drop me a line if you are there at the same time.
I can't go through the summer though without a night out so am off to my first BNO in a long time this friday - July 13th.
Also my lovely wife is becoming more and more chloe friendly as she realises she's a domme and i'll always be her sissy. The great news is we have planned a night out together at Club Pedestal in the autumn - that should be a really special evening - she's bought the corset, pencil skirt and heels, now I need to find myself a nice maid's outfit.
Gran Canaria 2012 Booked! Woo hoo!
I'm off to the hotel Neptuno again from the 1st to the 5th of october. Send me a message if you plan on being there then.
I have a whole 10 months to plan my outfits, work out what part of the wife's wardrobe I'll borrow and figure out how to get 20 outfits into a 20kg case.
A week in GC keeps my en femme self sane through those nights when I'm desperate to express myself.
30th October Highlights of Gran canaria
Being treated as a woman by everyone all week was the big big plus for me and being told i was beautiful by gorgeous blone nordic swingers was the icing on the cake.
Living en femme 24/7 was a wonderful experience and something i'd recommend to every girl. I went to GC with the expectation that there'd be other trans girls on every street corner - don't know why i did but I guess I assumed as it was so liberal an island that other girls would go there. As it turned out I was the only tranny on the island but actually this wasn't at all a problem.
The staff at the Neptuno hotel didn't bat an eyelid and being in an adults only hotel was a big tick in the box. I was a bit disappointed with the Yumbo centre but again maybe my expectations were too high. The only clubs/places that 'catered' for the trans scene were touristy drag bars. Instead I gravitated towards the swingers scene down at the Cita Center. I can recommend fun 4 all in particular as a good venue. I was made to feel very welcome especially by a lovely dutch couple who it was a pleasure to be pleasured by.
Daytime cruising in the dunes behind the nudist and gay beaches was certainly alot of fun and beats dogging in England's dodgy car parks any day and cooling off by swimming in the sea in a bikini was an experience to savour also.
All in all I can't wait to go back.
Big thanks to Disney for all her advice prior to the trip especially the 62 bus x
18th October
Just finished packing for my first ever holiday en femme - 4 scorching days in Maspalomas. All i need to do now is loose 3kgs worth of clothes from my bag and I'm done....Looks like the spare stockings, spare shoes and spare wigs and spare bikinis will have to go. Decisions decision
Had the quietest of times this year but about to make up for lost time by spedning a week en femme in Maspalomas at the end of October. Can't wait to live as chloe for a whole week and spend my days in the sanddunes and my nights clubbing it in my heels.
3rd December Been a barren few months. Had a nice visit to SW and have at my other halfs instigation a night out at candygirls on the 4th. I think she sensed my frustration - sometimes this dressingthing makes you want to crawl the walls!
Anyway hope to let you know how i got on soon
Taking a different approach for 2010 and have sat down with the boss and agreed my social calendar for the next 6 months so hopefully no more tension every time I want to go out. I don't know about you but every time I want to go out it feels like a huge burden where I have to get 'permission' to go and on the other hand my better half get's frustrated with me because she can see how tense I get about not getting out so hopefully this will work for both of us.
I'll let you know how it goes and update this page on each visit.
15th july 2010 Had an unplanned visit to wild passions. Once again i arrived en femme having dressed in the nearby holiday inn. The thrill of walking past reception in a full length dress and my big shades was lovely. The afternoon was nice and i took the unusual step for me of trying on some of the clothes in mandy's collection. had lots of fun squeezing into some full length red pvc boots. Will definitely pay another visit there sometime soon.
So anyway you can catch me this year at the following events, work permitting.
I may also fit in the occasional 'unplanned' trip to Sweet Wednesdays as I had such a fab time there last week.
24-Feb Opportunity without Obligation
An intimate soiree with some lovely gentlemen and even nicer girls. Annabelle is a charming hostess and I made what I hope to be some long term friends. I decided to maximise the use of my Chloe time so headed off to Destiny SX after Annabelles. It made it a long day but at least I got to even more compliments on my new red shoes! Also I got to meet the lovely Karen Gale. I've always been a bit in awe of girls that are transitioning but Karen was just soo warm and inspiring. I intend to get very drunk with her at this year's Sparkle. Only four weeks till my next night out.
26-Feb Tgirl HQ
Cancelled due to a visit from the in-laws :(
25-Mar kinky britain - a very good night. spent the day en femme and had alovely time in the jacuzzi with a cossie on.
14-Apr Sweet Wednesday - work gets in the way.
14-May BNO - cancelled - a bit of a bad run.
09-Jul Sparkle - cancelled- found it hard to justify the spend to be honest but missing my chloe time hugely.
10-Jul Sparkle
11-Jul Sparkle
12th July 09
Well Im no longer a sparkle virgin. I had a fab time and met some lovely people.
All i've got to do now is get over the post sparkle come down :(
Have already mentally booked in for next year
22nd June 09
Have successfully negotiated a trip to Sparkle. Am soooo excited, already bought far too many pairs of tights, stockings and holdups to take. Can't walk past a Boots without wanting to buy more make up. Am thinking of plucking up the courage and going en femme on the train or changing on the train into Chloe. I have booked myself a 1st class ticket on the basis that at least if I get leched at it will be by posh businessmen and not oiks. Should I do it?
5th June
Had a fab time in South Wales at wild passions. Quiet but definitely passionate.
I drove there en femme from a nearby hotel and it was such a thrill to walk through the hotel reception and hear the click clack of my heels on the tiled floor.
21st May 2009
Oh dear a whole year without updating my profile. Been a quietish twelve months with the occasional trip out to Candy girls brightening the year as ell as the odd fun night in a hotel working away from home.
Off to Candygirls this weekend and in the middle of negotiating a pass to my first ever Sparkle.
Bye for now
22nd May
Time off for good behaviour so I was allowed out for a night of frivolity at Legs. The smell of testosterone and unwashed admirers was overhelming as I ascended the perilous steps to the top floor play areas. Thought better of bringing my better half along (definitely a good idea as lecherous men are not her scene)
Fortunately I was able to fight off the hordes of admirers and ended up having not one but two encounters with two gorgeous domme girls - thanks to you both for a very memorable night. Also nice to bump into Paula Hamilton too x
26th April
Went to candy Girls with my better half. She had a fab time and wants to go again. Just need to persuade her to tie me to the dentists chair in the dungeon next time and i'll be one seriously happy girl.
Seriously thanks to everyone who made us both feel so welcome , jenni, joanna, cordelia, peter and of course the one and only JJ.
Happy days x
happy New Year to all
My new year resolutions
1. Lose weight in 08. get down to a size 14
2. Get out at least once a month
3. Have more sex
6th december Recovering from a night of passion at Sweet Wednesdays. Had a lovely time. Definitely a great place to play and a good starting point for anyone keen to take the plunge as Bob and Nancy are so lovely. Thanks to all the girls and guys who said so many nice things about me and did so many wonderful things to me......
Finally sorted out a flickr page. take a look and feel free to leave some comments. Now that i;m getting on a bit in life it struck me that it would be nice to have a tgirl who i could call a friend. If you are local and fancy striking up a platonic friendship then drop me a line.
Am I getting too old for sexual shenanignans? Oh my God I hope not but yes just a regular girl frend would be nice
Update: 16 April. Went to my first BNO and wow what a fantastic place. I've been in and out of the TGirl scene in London for 20 years now (more out than in sadly) and have discovered the joys of the Village in the last few years too and for me BNO is the best event ever. I think it has going for it a laissez faire community atmosphere that no other venue can touch. Some venues try too hard. BNO appears to succced without trying at all.
Congrats to Simon and jennifer.
Long may it continue
The statistics bit
I'm quite petite but have slipped into the size 16 zone for my sins. Wish I had the will power to become svelte. Maybe slimming world should introduce dominatrices into their weekly meets, that would work for me.
i'm 5'6" have green eyes and most wonderfully of all i'm a size 7 shoe.
i live in herts with a supportive wife but no she doesnt play! She's cool with chloe but doesn't want it to take over our lives or interfere wth family life and I'm cool with that and appreciative of whatever support she feels she can give me. I love her dearly.
I like to meet girls and the occasional romantic chap, best of all i like to play with couples! As i get into my older years i'm realising that oh my God sex isn't everything and good mates are so if you want to hook up just as a friend please do contact me.
Sex wise I'm very submissive and love to pose for photos too. In fact i'm in desprate need of some new ones so if any amateur photgraphers fancy taking me into their studio do please drop me a line
Lots of love chloe
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