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Hi,
My name is Louise. Well sort of….
I’m a 46 year old cross dresser.
I, like so many others, can’t remember how old I was when I started cross dressing.
I remember my sister and I having a bag of my mum’s old clothes to dress up in when we were kids.
I always loved trying the dresses on.
As I got older I found myself obsessing over heels.
Mum had a pair of old platform boots and I would sneak into her room and try them on whenever I could.
Unfortunately as I became a teenager her shoes no longer fit me but I found myself regularly dressing in her clothes from head to toe.
It felt so wrong but so, so right to wear her underwear. The feeling of her panties was amazing, I loved looking at myself wearing her bra, panties and stockings and suspenders.
She also had a beautiful red dress that felt so soft on my skin.
As my sister became a teenager she started wearing a black mini skirt and black tights to school. The skirt was extremely tight on her thighs. I was so jealous. I desperately wanted to be her. Why should she be allowed to wear that skirt and not me.
One night when I was home alone, I took the skirt and the tights and I didn’t return them to her room.
I kept them hidden for months in my room, wearing them regularly and often falling asleep in them.
When I started working I couldn’t think about spending my money on anything other then heels and dresses.
I bought loads. Mostly from Topshop.
I will never forget how nervous I was when I bought my first pair of heels. Strappy platform sandals. They were stunning. I walked up and down outside the shop over and over again until I plucked up the courage to go in.
It soon became easy. I was hooked.
Unfortunately it was the 90’s and I struggled to find shoes that would fit my now huge feet.
I then met a woman.
It made me evaluate everything as I had thought I was probably not straight or I was at the very least bi
I decided to make a go of the relationship.
I threw away everything I had bought. It nearly broke me.
Throughout my 24 years relationship I returned to dressing on a regular occasion.
I would not be able to stop myself buying some heels and a nice dress. I would wear it for a while, sometimes a few years, hiding my purchases in the attic. Eventually, there was always the same outcome. They would be thrown away.
At the start of 2022, we split and are currently going through the divorce process.
Although we have two children of 16 and 13, this feels like a release. I feel like I can now stop living a lie.
I don’t have much money now because I am trying to support my children but I am slowly building my wardrobe of heels and dresses again. This time I’m keeping them.
All I need, and want, now is to be treated like the woman I know I am inside.
Love to you all
Louise xxxx
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