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Iam a sissy tv from North Devon, blue eyes, 5' 9 in my stocking feet .medium build seeking to further my training by meeting either a master or tv mistress. will travel for the right person, i love to dress quite tarty blonde bob always wear seamed stockings, six inch heels, very short dresses, also love to be made to wear my cock harness so my sissy little cock sticks out for master or mistresses amusement. please. please get in touch, i really need to be trained as a sissy, thank you....
Chastity for sissies is not a means of keeping sissies “faithful”.
It’s primary purpose is to prevent masturbation and keep sissies malleable and submissive.
Sissies, typically, are not good at sexual penetration.
Sissies are not naturally aroused by women themselves.
They are aroused by their sexy, feminine clothes and their manifestations of femininity.
As soon as a woman as shed her clothes - particularly her stockings or pantyhose and sexy lingerie - the sissy loses interest. It wants to be in her clothes - not in her.
If a sissy gets aroused, it is usually only when it is dressed in its stockings, high heels and girlie things, or able to conjure strong fantasies of themselves in girlie clothes.
Even then, for some sissies, achieving an erection is problematic.
So, sissies are about as sexually useful to other women as they are to their wives.
Where they subject themselves to sexual encounters with men, it is nearly always as the emasculated, feminised bottom, receiving a throbbing shaft in either hole, rather than as the penetrator.
For the most part, sissies achieve sexual arousal by dressing up in their stockings, womens underwear, high heels, and any other items of womens clothes, and makeup, they might find arousing, and drowning themselves in an ocean of girlie sensations, thoughts and emotions.
They satiate that arousal through masturbation.
Once they’ve purged their sissy juices into their panties or pantyhose, their sissy urges disappear with their arousal.
Spent, they no longer see themselves as the feminine objects of desire they have created for themselves, but rather as the vanilla world sees them - pathetically ridiculous males, perversely dressed in intimate womens clothing.
They are typically overcome with shame, guilt and self-loathing and feel impelled to wipe their makeup off and shed their soaked panties, stockings and girlie things with profound haste.
This is often a time where many sissies feel like “regular guys”and tell themselves they will stop dressing up in womens clothes and become the men they always believed themselves destined to be.
In some cases they will purge their stockings, pantyhose, panties, bras, corsets, high heels, skirts and dresses, along with their makeup to draw a line on this “phase” of their lives.
But it’s not a phase.
It’s who they are and always will be.
The urge to dress up in stockings and girlie things doesn’t disappear for long.
It really just goes to into a short hibernation as the sissy’s fluids replenish.
It is usually no more than a day or two, sometimes less than an hour, before the sissy is sees attractive women in their pantyhose or stockings, high heels and feminine clothes, and it wants to experience what they’re feeling and imagine itself to be them.
It can take years, even decades, but eventually the sissy realises and accepts that it’s crossdressing is not a phase, or an occasional kink, but rather a powerfully irresistible part of what it is.
Having typically been relentlessly conditioned with stereotyped gender expectations, from birth, about how a boy, and later a man, dresses, behaves, acts and thinks, accepting that it is not and will never be a man, but rather that it is an effeminate limp-wristed pansy, hopelessly addicted to dressing up in stockings, womens underwear and girlie clothes, is a difficult and painful period.
Eventually the reality overwhelms us all. We have no alternative but to let go of our delusions and accept that we are the “sissies”, “transvestites”, “pansies”, “Nancy boys” etc we had spent our entire lives trying to convince ourselves, and others, that we are not.
Characteristically, we try to compartmentalise out sissy episodes, to times and places where we can keep our “shameful” secret safe - for the sake of our jobs, our relationships and marriages, our friendships, our social standing.
When we do have the opportunity to indulge our sissy urges we will drag the opportunity out for as long as we can. We become highly adept edging- teasing ourselves through our pantyhose and panties (for hours, sometimes) without bringing ourselves to climax.
We know that climax will only bring our precious sissy ecstasy to a premature and sudden conclusion, wasting an all too rare opportunity to wallow in our effeminacy and emasculation.
Ultimately, however, the time comes where our episode as sissies must come to an end. Our wives or partners are coming home, we have to return from our business trip, or some other pressing priority in our vanilla lives dictate this.
Masturbating our way to climax becomes our means of punctuations these episodes. It purges our sissy juices and the girlie urges that they overwhelm us with to enable us to our “normal” (actually abnormal for us) selves and find the motivation to shed our sexy pantyhose, stockings, stilettos and lingerie, our pretty dresses, skirts and makeup, and return to our dreary male attire.
If we do not do this, we find it often impossibly difficult to shed our girlie clothes and find ourselves taking extreme risks by “underdressing” to keep those girlie feelings and sensations alive under our male attire, in our vanilla lives.
Many of us manage to maintain the “firewall” between our make-believe vanilla existences and our visceral sissy selves.
But many of us cannot.
The urge to dress up in our stockings and girlie things and drown ourselves in an ocean of sissy effeminacy is not a constant.
Like a drug of addiction, it becomes ever more irresistible, demanding bigger and longer “hits” all the time.
It begins to overtake our rational, cognitive faculties - to a point where we take ever greater risks of exposure, leading to adverse employment consequences, broken marriages and relationships and social ostracisation, humiliation and ridicule.
Somehow, the those fears playing through our heads, at a time when we overcome with intense arousal, dressed in our stockings and girlie things, drowning in effeminacy and sissy ecstasy, become fetishised through constant association.
We already take risks wearing stockings or pantyhose under our male clothes, but we take those risks even further, almost through a kind of “death wish” of being caught or exposed.
The thought of it gives us an intense rush.
On a cognitive level, it is what we fear the most.
Viscerally we want it - need it - really badly.
We start to do things like not wearing socks, leaving our stockinged ankles exposed; wearing a bra, with the risk of the bra outline being visible through our male outer clothes.
We actually try to draw out our sissy urges as long as we can - sometimes to a constant state, where we are externally performing a charade as “men”, but drawing in effeminacy underneath.
The longer we remain dressed in our stockings and womens underwear, the longer and more intensely we immerse ourselves in effeminacy and emasculation, the more powerful our addiction becomes as any remnant nations of ourselves as men are eroded and replaced with sissy thoughts, feelings, sensations and urges.
To stop ourselves from masturbating and temporarily shutting down our sissy urges, most of us will subject ourselves to a self-imposed regime of chastity.
However, sissy’s being essentially weak, are not very good at abstention.
Many of us then turn to locked chastity, where we will lock ourselves in locked chastity device to keep ourselves constantly aroused and to avoid the urge to masturbate and climax.
That’s a fun short-term fetish for awhile, but because we hold the keys ourselves, we eventually surrender to our urges and release and relieve ourselves.
However, the rush of being so intensely aroused and not having any control over it causes many of us to seek other solutions where we surrender control over our chastity - this may be a professional key holder or other person with whom we seek a discrete arrangement or various other devices such as time locks and the like.
The longer we squirm in our stockings and girlie underwear, and womens outerwear when we have the opportunity, with our redundant appendages locked into impotent chastity, the more we will take risks, ready to possibly throw away marriages, relationships, friendships and even our careers.
The humiliation that accompanies this becomes a powerful fantasy.
Our sissy urges and fantasies overwhelm our rational, cognitive faculties and become all that matters.
When we’ve been locked in chastity for some time and our sissy fluids have welled up to a lint where they begin to drool through our chastity aches and chastity belts, into our panties and pantyhose , we reach a stage, psychologically and viscerally where become malleable sissy mush .
We are then not just prepared, but driven, to surrender ourselves to the most previously unimaginable shame and humiliation, irrespective of what it may mean for things we previously valued in our vanilla lives.
The humiliation is not just something we accept as a kind of “cost” for the sissy ecstasy we wallow in. It actually become an essential part of the rush, that amplifies that ecstasy to unprecedented levels.
If we haven’t already, we start displaying our selves in public, at first in cities, our parts of town where we are least likely to be recognised, often in gay bars, or drag shows were we feel there might be some kind of “acceptance” or “tolerance”.
Eventually, however, the humiliation hit isn’t big enough.
We start to venture out to vanilla venues where we are more of a curiosity than in a gay bar or drag show.
Exposed, before “normal” people - women we might previously have tried to impress, guys such as those we might previously have hung out with - we soak up the stares and whispers, the double takes, the giggles, the sneers and even outright derision.
Our faces burn in a white heat of shame, but inside our panties and pantyhose, we are drooling furiously through our locked chastity cages, as we gently brush our pantyhose or stocking sheathed knees and thighs together under our skirts,savouring the soft friction, as if to pinch ourselves that we’re really here in womens clothes, obvious sissies, being stared at, whispered about.
But, for many of us, even this rush loses its impact over time.
We will dress more and more outrageously - maybe ultra-prissy sissy maids uniforms, or dressed as hookers, or in womens latex or pvc fetish clothes. Some of us may ditch our wigs to standout more and turn the shame factor even higher, as we feel weak, impotent,Neffe,instead and emasculated in our stockings and girly things, locked away in our chastity prisons.
Although most sissies are not sexually attracted to men, men of us feel simultaneously flattered and embarrassed when a guy in one of these places hits on us.
Feeling intensely girly, and totally submissive and weak, having not experienced orgasm for an extended period of time, we surrender to them - more because of the rush we derive from our weakness and humiliation as our emasculation reaches depths we said we would never allow to happen.
With our sad pathetic appendages, locked impotently in chastity, drooling uncontrollably there are only two ways this can go - oral use or penetration from the rear.
The only climax we will experience is vicarious - the one the man experiences inside our mouths or our loins - as kneel on our stockinged knees or lie face down in our stockings and lingerie, ,owning like bitches.
Our locked appendages only intensify the our submission, weakness, defeat and self-consciousness about the totality of our emasculation..
There is no coming back from this.
We are now not merely transvestites, crossdressers or sissies.
We are now also whimpering faggots.
Once we’ve reached this point, some of us will eventually submit ourselves to a relationship with a dominant man - let’s face it, apart from professional dominas, women who would be interested in a weak, submissive, snivelling, impotent sissy in stockings and womens underwear are an exceptionally rare find.
These relationships between sissy’s and men may be live-in on living separately, but the man will typically insist that his property, his sissy, be locked in constant chastity.
If a sissy is allowed to masturbate and climax, it loses its sissy urges and makes the sissy temporarily delude itself that it is a man, even though it probably by now knows that this is a delusion and a temporary state.
This renders the owned sissy useless to its owner.
If chastity is the sissy’s constant state, with its fluids welling up and drooling through its chastity prison, it ensure the sissy is kept in a constant state of extreme effeminacy and emasculation, as a weak, ,malleable sex prop ready to be used when and however it’s owner wishes.
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