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Although my home is in Somerset I have a holiday home in Cornwall that I stay in at least once every month and dress as Pauline 24/7 .
It is an ideal location to chill out and be your true self - I love sharing it with others and indulging them in their fantasies.
It has been nearly two years since I updated this page (what a lazy cow I hear you say).
A lot has happened in that time, I have made many mistakes but (hopefully) learnt from them, I have lost friends and made new ones and through all those experiences I have acquired a deeper understanding of Pauline.
I'm still 5' 7" tall and fairly proportioned and blessed with a girly body and BOOBS to match!
With the growing of longer hair and getting my ears pierced I have been slowly moving towards the person that I want to be. (My family think I'm nuts!)
I have tried so many things and discovered what I do and don't like.
I have found that I get more satisfaction by giving others what they desire (be it pleasure or pain) than from them attending to me.
I have spent a lot of time around 'blokes in frocks', and for the most part they are a great bunch of gurls.
Whether it's the hormones I took for my boobs or simply the fullness of time, I have become more needing of emulating the female form as completely as possible, (short of surgery that is).
I find myself being more and more drawn towards real women and sharing their world as an 'associate' - I want the ultimate sharing experience.
BUT where are you lovely ladies? I seek but cannot find.
There is a kind, and loving Pauline aching to make your acquaintance- but where are you?...
April 2017 - Thank you one and all (or was there only one?) for my birthday greetings.
I thought it about time that I went on line again especially since there have been 'developments' since Christmas.
My profile photos say it all really, Notice anything developing?
Yes, that's right, I now have the blossoming of some nice boobs.
Thanks to my being part way there naturally and the addition of several months worth of Pueraria Mirifica (Thai Ladyboy herb) I'm starting to develop some nice little titties.
They are the real McCoy, no surgery and I can feel the enlarged and firm womanly nipple buds under the nipples as well!
I can now wear a bra knowing my little beauties will fill it, and wow! does that feel sooo femme.
It's funny but when I first started this bust development bit I did not expect to get any results and it did take an absolute age for anything to happen but when it did it was so exciting.
The only down side has been the nipple sensitivity which made them feel very bruised all the time and painful to the slightest touch.
At last that is subsiding and although not exactly pleasurable they are now able to take touching again.
I will continue my 'medication' for a while longer and keep updating my photos if they continue to grow...
December 2016 - a time to reflect.
So, another year slips by, they go so fast now.
And was it a 'good' year?
Not one of my 'better' ones and that's for sure.
I made new friends - and lost a few, both old and new.
Am I any wiser? - I would like to think so.
Is there room for improvement? - most definitely!
Will I continue making mistakes? - almost certainly!
And will I learn from them - I sincerely hope so.
All I can say is my heart is in the right place just give me half a chance.
Happy New Year!
Well I think I will call time out on the diary continuation front, the response was pretty abysmal and certainly not sufficient to justify the effort of continuing publishing my 'adventures'.
But all is not lost - if you are really interested in my activities you can still talk to me and I will reply (unless you are a stalker or some pervy person).
I do love to chat so don't be shy (there is certainly a lot I could tell but would not publicly print, names always protected of course!)....
01/03/16
Such a quiet period for Pauline, so much 'he' side things to do, so not much time for play at the moment.
I did get to a new place today though, a welcome break.
The usual quiet start and as per the norm it was up to Colanne and myself to start some action going.
It was a real treat watching the faces of the audience wince as Colanne endured an onslaught of various 'hurty' implements.
I met Jay and gave her some much appreciated discipline as well, (that is what you must expect if you are a naughty girl!).
The only downer was the smokey atmosphere, a real turn off for me, I felt like a kipper by the time we left!
17/02/17
Another trip to AJ's! not a big turn out this time nice mix of work and play. Patsy my sub got a nice glowing bottom as well as Colanne, always available for new customers though!
14/02/16
A special thank you to all you gurls out there that sent me valentine cards - I'm touched xxx
12/02/16
Visited the Exeter meet at Clyst St. George, only second visit. not a particularly big turn out but enjoyed my time talking to friends and making new ones. And of course another opportunity to parade around in a pretty Audrey Hepburn style frock and strappy heels!
28/01/16
A heck of a lot more going on this week.
Tuesday at Colannes with Wander, Thursday at Colannes with Wendy, Gary, Laura and April then as a finale the Taunton meeting (which alas seems to be ending, such a pity).
Will have to have a break next week to keep 'her in doors' happy, having too much fun (but luvin' it!).
17/01/16
Went to Kink & Cake at Onyx with Colanne.
What a shy young bunch, all paired up and too 'involved' to chat to an old girl like me.
Colanne and I did not go for social banter so upstairs for some fun in the empty dungeon.
Was rather cold up there so let Colanne keep her knickers on at least!
The cold sure makes a difference to pain sensitivity and Colanne was yelping far more than usual.
As I progressed to make Colannes skin more 'colourful' others from down stairs started to emerge.
Mainly mixtures of boy/girl pairs so it was not long before there was bare tits and asses everywhere you looked, it was a delight!
Once the young folk had had seen us in action they seemed to appreciate that we were not there for the cake!
At the end I actually picked up some compliments from Mistress Butterfly and others on my double handed techniques.
Hopefully next time they will recognise us and there will not be the prolonged periods of silence that accompanied my appearance this first time around.
14/01/16
Only 5 of us at Colannes, 3 Doms, 2 subs, lot of talk not much action.
The highlight for me was when I was let lose with a long whip in the play room, no one was safe, furniture included! great fun and Colanne 'enjoyed' it too even though I still managed to make her weak spot bleed through two layers of clothing, viscous implement!
07/01/16
Happy New Year!
First outing to Colannes this year, good turn out and mixture of Doms and subs.
I don't know though, for me it turned out to be all work and no 'play'.
(Now if lovely Laura had been there I think it might have been the other way around! Hee Hee)
19/12/15
Latex_Cara's party. (The best!)
Had a great time, super people, lots of action my kind of party!!!!
A special thank you to Laura xxx, (Laura_office_girl) for ticking one of my 'special' boxes.
Can't wait to go back
16/12/15
AJ's party! I have to confess that it did not turn out as expected, but that's the price of going with expectations - Duh!
A special thanks to Patsy (maid_oxford) for finding the courage to show up and for Ava in managing to get Patsy on the bench! The session with Ava went very well and lots of lessons learned. I also need to thank Wander and Christine for some stimulating 'intellectual discussions', and finally Colanne for chauffeuring me there (repaid in whacks of course!).
10/12/15
Went to Colannes Christmas party. Actually met loads of nice folk that I had only heard about or chatted to on 'chix. I can certainly say that I had a good time, thank you Laura, thank you Wander. No! I'm not going into details, you'll just have to use your imagination you pervert!
1/12/15
Another good session with Colanne, she is so hot, or at least she would have been if I had carried out my threats of branding her and burning her nipples with a blow torch!
Still left her with some pretty marks from some of my new equipment which is still under construction.
Hope to have everything up and running for the day party at AJ's later this month
20/11/15
All day at Colannes. Such fun, so many stripes! let me kiss them better!
Gotta hand it to you Colanne you are one hell of a pain slut!
Had a super photo shoot session as well, see new pics below...
18/11/15
It just gets better!
Met some really lovely folk at AJ's.
Lucey_cdx, would love to see you at the next party, it was fun.
TGChristina, well I didn't need that shark cage after all, lol, your quite a softie really, any time you need a hand, you know where I am Hun.
Watch out girls - I'll be back!!!
10/11/15
Wow - how things can turn around in so little time, shy Pauline is coming out!
I must admit I've left it rather late so can't afford to waste any opportunity - hang on to your hats!
Now into BDSM (Pain Mistress, you better believe it, or you WILL suffer!) and making out with some really nice folk.
More horizons to breach yet like forced feminization and going out shopping with a group in daylight but it is only a matter of time.
Watch this space.
Some background...
A lifelong closet CD, married to a knowing but non-accepting wife.
Not brave (or pretty) enough to 'come out' but happy to chat, fantasize and and discuss the meaning of (CD) life.
I enjoy most things feminine.
My build is a 'fuller figure' and shortish height (5' 7" in stockinged feet). I prefer 50's styles. The full skirts nipped in at the waist and full bust seems to work well for me.
I like my size 7 feet in fairly high stilettos (my highest are 5").
I adore frilly skirts, blouses, dresses in flowery bright girly patterns.
I have blue eyes but often wondered about the use of coloured contact lenses.
Make-up style varies with my mood anything from virgin to tart.
My hair is now grey/white but when dressed I may go through any colour in the 'natural' spectrum.
There is much conflict between the male (engineer) me and Pauline (99% of the time Pauline wins out), I'd like to strike a better balance for the sake of family relationships and I'd sure welcome some help.
Oh, please - NO SMOKERS, I can't stand the smell, Yeuk!!!
Interests:
Cross-dressing, Shopping, Boots, Stockings / Suspenders, Sex, Office wear, Lingerie, Dressed nights out, Watching porn, Panties, Petticoats / slips, Email chat, Wigs, Erotic nights in, Leather Skirt/Dress, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, I am Dom, Convincing, High Heels, Daytimes, Evenings, Weekends, Can Travel, No Male Admirers Please!, BDSM / Bondage, Bridal/Wedding wear, Swim/Beach wear, Toys, Mature, Role Play, Experienced, Gloves, Outdoor Fun, Corsets, Satin/Silk, I am a non-smoker, Furs, Relationship (casual), Females, Attached, Friendship, Photography, Museums, Movies / Cinema, Good Food / Wine, Charity / Voluntary Work, Historic Places / Architecture, Girdles, DIY Help / Advice, Transitioning advice / mentoring, Counselling / Life coach, I have Piercings, Dresses, Skirts, Casual Tops, Smart Tops, Books & Literature, Vintage, I am Versatile
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