PLEASE NOTE: NO DAYTIME MEETS OR WITHOUT WARNING – I work office hours (M-F 9-5) and I like a bit of notice. Thank you!
57, usually dark curly or blonde bob hair but depends on the wig. Large build, so prefer to have large heavy boobs to go with it! Best feature are my legs (so I've been told). Prefer to wear tight, controlling foundations to mould my body to a more feminine look. Styles of clothing I like vary - I like long, but love short, so tend to favour things like skater-style dresses. I'm also quite a bit of a magpie, so anything glitzy from reasonably restrained to full-on drag queen - I do own an expanding number of drag queen outfits. If only I could muster up the courage to perform (on stage I mean...)
Would love to learn how to please as sissy/little/baby girl, bunnygirl, nurse, secretary, slut as well as any other looks that would please. Especially want to master O & A levels and gain much experience of both. Am slowly gaining more of O, but do need and crave A...
On my own in Barrow with more opportunities to dress, but as job security is not good right now it's back onto a limited budget as long as I don't let my guard down (just as well I've built up quite a wardrobe in the meantime...)
Would like to hear from others in the area and would like to meet for friendly fun times leading to intimate relationship if everything goes well.
2025 - May 5th - well, Star Wars Day yesterday. Recently watched it, so watched The Empire Strikes Back and Return of the Jedi back to back instead. Can't remember when I last watched them, must be years. Both better sequels than I remember, and I thought they were good, especially Empire... Still never watched the prequels and the less said about the Disney ones the better (though The Force Awakens wasn't too bad, being basically 'Star Wars' Greatest Hits IMHO). Anyway, I digress...
Having a day dressed today, nothing special, just thick jumper and leather skirt over a lovely big rack. No photos of that, but have added some more recent ones and that's why I'm here today really! Hope everyone has a good Bank Holiday and keeps well being themselves. Love to you all xxx
Jan 26th - Thanks to everyone who sent me birthday wishes on my guestbook today, I really appreciate it! It made up for the fact that I've just had a few days off to get some things done and everything went tits up - and I suspect more to come unfortunately! Hey ho! Still, sitting here in a new outfit which I may get round to posting a pic of later. Thanks again, everybody, love you xxxxx
Jan 1st - Happy New Year everybody! A new profile picture is up today from my new YouTube video. I'm having a nice pink sissy day today, nicely stacked too. Love the feel of my boobies pulling at my bra straps! Love and hugs to everyone!
2024 – June – The same health problem I had last year came back and this time they put it down to gallstones and the need to have my gallbladder out! Not sure why they didn’t find that last year, but there you go. GP was more interested in proving I was really diabetic than in listening to my stories of intense pain etcetera, so I only got this diagnosis when I checked myself into A&E. Obviously if you want a door kicking open, do it yourself!
I’ve been put on a low fat diet – without any guidance I might add! – so it pretty much sapped my energy. I did lose 2 stone, so that’s a help, but when will I get a date?
I’ll bet it’s in October, when after years of trying I finally get to the Kentisbury week! Everything’s behaving at the minute, so it better not come back to haunt me then or get me a date that week – I’m going and that’s that!
October – I did! I got to Kentisbury! I’ve left an event review somewhere else on Chix as asked.
It wasn’t exactly as I’d anticipated, probably had my expectations too high as it was my first event dressing for a week with other gurls like me. But I did so enjoy it, even my murdering of ‘You’re So Vain’ by Carly Simon in the karaoke! Next time I’ll do ‘Wombling Merry Christmas’ instead!
I’d barely got back when I got a call – could I come for a pre-med as the operation would be on 1st November? Too right!
So, as of now (11th November) I’m off work recovering and should be back at work next week. It seemed like it was high time to overhaul this profile and change most of the pictures. I don’t have any from Kentisbury as I didn’t take any, though I did take videos of my day and night time outfits, all of which are up on my YouTube channel.
Oh, and I also did Halloween at home as I’d already booked the 31st and 1st off work; our Nextdoor app came up with a ‘Treat Map’ of local people who would be doing something and I posted I would, doing the hall and front window out. I didn’t do Velma or Elvira, though they were options and I’d have loved to, but thought perhaps I’d be taking too much of a risk. I just scared the little ghouls and ghosts as the Grim Reaper instead! I certainly got a lot of visits, often I get nobody! I almost ran out of stuff to give away, but not quite. Maybe Velma might come out to play next year?
ALSO: Public photos and profile pic refreshed. Still a few of the old ones there, but most are new. I hope you all like them!
2023 – My health problems and job woes came back to haunt me this year, firstly with mystery pains all down my left side (no Marvin, not the diodes!) that even with an ultrasound scan of that and my stomach couldn’t find anything. It seemed it might be fibromyalgia, but it went away and the latter half of the year was okay.
The job came to an end as such when they closed the department I worked at, despite our local MP saying he’d do everything to save it. Liar! Used us to further his re-election, and nothing more.
I was able to move to a different department while my colleague Sarah decided to call time and retire. There isn’t enough work for one, let alone two, but we both said that to our boss and he’s obviously deaf as a post! So here I am, doing all the work I have, making work where I can and spending the time doing my own stuff. It’s funny… since not long before COVID, I found I was able to start writing stories much easier than I ever did before. And when I say stories, I mean novel length, not shorts for Woman’s Weekly. Mind you, if that would pay my bills… must look into that. So far, they’ve just been for my own amusement, but you never know…
Oh, and I dressed for King Charles' coronation too. Well, I had for Her Majesty's funeral, so it seemed only fitting...
2022 – Pretty much as 2021, except COVID seemed to be in the decline. And again, no meets.
The major event of the year of course was the Queen’s death in September. I don’t mind the Royal family personally, though some are better than others IMHO. I was sorry to see her go though, but I suppose after losing her husband it was never likely to be too much longer. I did dress for the state funeral, and posted an extra video of that. I thought I should.
2021 – Had my Flickr account deleted again - *after* paying for a Pro account and without warning, so won’t do that again! I only upload now if I think about doing so.
Had a few health problems this year, so the videos went on a bit of a hiatus around the middle of the year, but returned with just one a week. I think I’ll keep it at that, it was a bit stupid doing so many really. And I didn’t do any meets either. Shame.
It was the 10th anniversary on February 8th of losing my Mum. I don’t know what she did think about me in the end. Maybe she considered me a waste of her time, I don’t know. I still loved her. I *still* love her, and I miss her every day.
COVID-19 of course. Meets were out and I was a keyworker, so didn’t get any time at home extra. I know that sounds a bit like sour grapes when so many lost love ones. Please, you do all have my sympathies.
My YouTube videos clocked up 250 in August, days before Flickr deleted my photos. Typical.
I did note on 7th November - ‘Hurrah! Stick that, Trump!’. Four years later, and the idiots re-elect him. God help everybody!
2019 – a quiet year. No meets, just more videos getting done for YouTube and pics getting uploaded (and re-uploaded) to Flickr.
We did have a Halloween dress up competition at work where I went as Velma from Scooby Doo. I didn’t win – rats! – but for me it was about the dressing up in plain sight without anyone realising I’d come to work like that all the time if I could. Jinkies!
2018 – I’d never come out to my parents when they were alive. I know my Dad would’ve had nothing more to do with me for sure. Mum I hoped would be more accepting, but I never got to find out.
However, I decided to drive over to where she is buried, as Rosie, and introduce myself to her, to finally sort of lay that to rest. Whether it was a sign or not, but I then had a car accident on the way back necessitating a very quick change before calling for the tow truck in the middle of nowhere! Was it a sign? Was she looking down disapprovingly and thought ‘I’ll fix you!’ I’ll never know, but I won’t be doing that again!
Had some meets this year with Elenelen, Zoebarrow and kinkycumbria, but not as many as I wanted. The job was a little bit rocky, though things got sorted out in the end (can’t say what, working as a Govt contractor). Still no more outings to Blackpool or anywhere else sorted. I vowed that had to change…
Oh, and my YouTube videos numbered over the 50 mark! That was a bit of surprise!
2017 – The year got off to a great start, and I feel I should keep that entry in full as it was *very* important to me.
I know I'm not the first, but lots of gurls will testify that it can be a real bitch living the two lives - the normal male life and then the other you that dresses and takes things as far as you do. It can be *so* difficult to merge the two, and let people in on the fact that you dress etc. You can't always be sure that it will be received sympathetically, or accepted at all, and often we don't take the risk, continuing being 'in the closet' because we don't want to risk losing friendships and/or family, especially if we don't have much of that to cling onto anyway.
I have always found it hard to make long-term friends, right through school and beyond. Don't know why, it's just a fact. Consequentally at an age which is pretty close to 50, I've very few in my 'normal' life and, indeed, only one long-term pal from my schooldays. Up to this weekend, I had always thought he would be unaccepting of 'the other me', as reaction from just talking about me dressing up for charity in the past had been pretty negative (not that he ever saw me or photos of me).
However, it was his birthday this weekend and as he is also pretty isolated, I invited him over for a meal and movies. It's amazing what a couple of bottles of wine can do! (No, he drank it all, I don't drink!) Getting him to talk about anything personal is usually a no-no - this weekend I learned more about that side of his life than over the last 20 years, and I didn't even ask!
I won't go into details about what he said, but this morning it seemed he wanted to unburden himself about other things in his life which he thought I wouldn't be accepting of, and was very relieved when I was. I respect his privacy, so won't mention them here. Suffice to say, they were intimate enough that I decided I wasn't going to get a better chance to come out to him than today, and so admitted that I dressed up not only for charity, but that I was and am a bisexual crossdresser.
I don't believe in God, but if he/she does exist... THANK YOU!!!
He was fine with it! I stressed that he was safe - he's straight! - that I didn't fancy him so wouldn't be coming on to him. I though it only fair that he knew how I stood there so he didn't feel uncomfortable in the future. It's such a relief knowing that I don't have to keep everything locked away, both in my head and in my house, so that he doesn't find out about it, and that now I can even talk to him and probably even show him Rosie, or at least Rosie's wardrobes.
The year was fairly quiet for the most part except a) I finally got my knee operation and it seems pretty fine and b) relations with my pal went further to the point where he was fine having me dressed and also use me for some blowjobs! Times certainly changed!
2016 – Didn’t have many meets this year, only really with Elenelen, as I had health issues with my knee and really didn’t feel up to them. Heels aren’t my friend at the best of times, and with a dodgy knee definitely not! I was due to get an operation before Christmas, but in the end it didn’t happen. I was still busy travelling, sorry hobbling about for work, so health and time meant this was mostly a poor year. I still added to the wardrobe as usual though!
2015 - Had further meets with kinkycumbria, Kyliee, Elenelen and ‘John’ from Ulverston, who liked me as his secretary.
*Major* steps forward this year – in particular I finally plucked up the courage to 'come out' to a work colleague. I'm sure many of my fellow gurls will have had similar experiences - how do you finally bridge that gap between your 'normal' life and your gurl life and let someone who isn't in the know know, without losing them as a friend? As someone who has often been and more so now isolated in my 'normal' life with few friends and my remaining family on the opposite side of the country, it leaves few people I could tell - and even fewer safely. I finally plucked up the courage to tell my work colleague Sarah what I had told nobody else outside the scene, that I am a bisexual crossdresser, and hoped that I hadn't made a huge mistake and misread her completely. And thank God - or some cosmic force anyway - I'd read her right. She was so supportive, it was such a relief to finally be able to admit to someone on a day-to-day basis what I am. It's not that I'm ashamed of being what I am - I've just always been too scared to say anything in case I lost friends because of their reaction, or even worse, my job for the same reason. As we know, not everyone is accepting of our lifestyle, even if it doesn't affect them. Whether Sarah will want to meet me dressed in the future I do not know, but at least I know there's one trustworthy and understanding person in my 'normal' life who knows. It's such a relief to finally be able to tell *someone* - hurrah!
The other was actually going out dressed as Rosie around my neighbourhood on New Year’s Eve to do ‘first footing’, a tradition our family has observed as long as I can remember. This was the first time I’d done it as Rosie, since I try to keep this side of me secret where I live – my work colleague Sarah lives outside town. I video’d the whole thing and it was the first video up on my YouTube channel – Click here for my (slowly expanding) YouTube channel
2014 – Had some interesting and lovely times this year with kinkycumbria, ‘auntie’ 00Sweetheart, Kyliee and Elenelen, and expanded my range of experiences, including driving out dressed on an abortive meet. As far as proficiency’s concerned, very much still a beginner, but hope time and further meets will change that. Wardrobe continues to expand as well of course.
2013 – Moved house, started to get straight and slowly expanded my wardrobe as money and time allowed. New pics posted as and when I was able to do them.
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