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3/10/2023
*** WOW, I've just made it into the Top 5 Babe Charts. Thank you to everyone that voted for me.***
I've struggled most of my adult life with the negative male voice in my head, constantly criticising me for betraying the patriarchal, societal expectations of what a male is supposed to be and how a male is supposed to behave, carry himself and the strict binary line a male is expected to walk. It can be a crushing oppression not to mention, tedious, boring and dull if you refuse to conform. Not everyone fits in neat and tidy, predetermined boxes, and thank goodness they don't.
I know since I was a young child I had a strong female and feminine side to who I am. I'm not sure if it was always there or if it was triggered by a childhood event, that happened by accident. I wore an item of my sisters clothing (it was wearing a pair of my sisters knickers to school one day). It had a huge impact and also made a huge impression on me (I enjoyed wearing them, by the way). Nevertheless that singular event did have a lifelong impact in many ways. As both a boy and a man, I have been envious that girls and women have some of the most gorgeous clothes to choose from. And if a girl or woman wants to immerse herself in femininity it can be such a joy. I remember being at one of my sisters weddings and she looked radiant and beautiful in her wedding dress, I longed to be in her position, even if it was for a brief moment.
I want to say before going any further, women are my equal, completely. I adore strong willed, fiercely independent, mouthy, and opinionated women. Women like Kathy Burke, Tracey Thorn, Sinead O'Connor (R.I.P.) and the legendary Nina Simone.
I have always been an imaginative, expressive, sensitive, creative and artistic child and adult which also had a female and feminine side within. The strict binary world that I allowed myself to live in, caused me deep unhappiness throughout my life. It wasn't until very recently that I finally made a huge breakthrough in coming to terms with who I am (a breakthrough triggered by other events in my life currently). I didn't realise until I went beyond those other stress factors, that for the first time I stepped into exploring my crossdressing without judging myself for it. I came to see my female and feminine side is an expression of who I am. It was empowering to realise that was my truth. It is a part of who I am, and I am finally embracing, celebrating, and expressing it. So many other things (much more personal things) have started to make sense since that self acceptance. There is less noise in my head. I feel happier as a person, and my female and feminine self, alongside my male and masculine self, are who I am. And I truly love it. I have so much more to discover and explore, but I will be kind to myself, with one step at a time.
Struggling with coming to terms with something like crossdressing or struggling with gender identity can wear you down, erode your self confidence, and can permeate negatively on every part of your world. There is no shame in seeking help if you've reached a point that it's wearing you down. I sought help (more than once too), I can say finally I have arrived at myself, and it's an amazing feeling.
You've made it this far? Thank you. The pictures I have uploaded here are from my first visit for a full makeover. It was my "coming out" to myself, and it was everything I had hoped for and more. When I saw myself in the mirror in full make up, I wasn't repulsed (as I might have previously been, with the negative male voice admonishing me), but what reflected back at me was the female and feminine me. I couldn't look away, it was fun, it was empowering, and if I say so myself, I looked quite sexy. So please enjoy the work that the wonderful Beatrix of Irish Fashions did for me in bringing out my female and feminine self.
If you are based in Ireland and have wanted to go for a full make over and have hesitated, through nerves or whatever, take the risk try Beatrix, she really made me feel very special. And you will absolutely immerse yourself in your femininity, I know I did. I look forward to my next makeover with Beatrix @ https://irishfashiontgirls.ie/
So please, be kind to yourself, and be kind to others. Life is precious and oh so short.
And remember, trans rights are human rights.
XXXX
PS: My stats are, I have green eyes, I am 5 ft 6. Medium build. My hair colour depends on what wig I wear.
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Cross-dressing, Shopping, Stockings / Suspenders, Online chat, Lingerie, Panties, Petticoats / slips, Email chat, Wigs, Erotic nights in, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, I am Sub, High Heels, Bridal/Wedding wear, Swim/Beach wear, Mature, Role Play, Uniforms, Satin/Silk, I am a non-smoker, Single/Unattached, Friendship, Movies / Cinema, Music Festivals / Gigs, Holidays / Travel, Politics, TV/TG Activism & Awareness, Dresses, Skirts, Playsuits, Books & Literature, Chastity
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